The Masters Mistress

23. Aftercare.

Never have you felt like this. Getting up to strip the bed, a way of hiding your shame, but you're not strong enough and collapse on the floor. Tae right by your side. "Princes, lean on me," his voice still laced with concern but also authority. "I didn't mean to, I don't know what that was, please, let me clear it away. His hands on yours, his face in front of you as he knees. "Princess, you have no idea how rare you are!" Helping you to your feet, he walks you to the bathroom. The tiled room attacks your ears, the slapping sound of your feet on the floor, still catching your breath. Tae fills the bath, its second time this evening, while you stand, then silent tears clouding your sight. Helping you in, he gets in behind you. cupping the water with his hands and letting it trickle down your body. "i need you to calm down, breathe with me," you do.  Tae stays with you until your heart returns to its normal pace. All the while, keeping his breathing level for you to match it. He keeps his voice even, narrating everything he is doing. "This is a face cloth. Let me wipe those tears. This sponge is cleaning your skin. " As you start to feel less overwhelmed, you speak for the first time in about forty minutes. "Sir, i have to go clear that away," your voice low. He tells you to stay here and stay warm. Tae climbs out, wraps a towel around him, and leaves. The water is starting to get cold by the time he returns, holding his hand out for you. It's time to leave the relative safety of the water. He wraps you in another towel and walks you to the second bedroom. You start to feel shame again. But he sits you on the small cuddle sofa. "I need to talk to you about a few things. Are you ready?" The care in his voice could be mistaken for love. But that's not what this is. 

"First of all, Princess, you have nothing to be sorry for. That," he tilts his chin to the other room, "is totally normal, yes its rare, but it's normal." You don't believe him and make a move to stand and get to cleaning, "i will have it professionally cleaned, but for now, new sheets will do. " He caresses your cheeks. "I'm sorry that it freaked you out and that you didn't get to fully enjoy the experience. For now, we won't talk about it anymore. You need rest."  He takes you over to this unfamiliar bed but holds you until you fall asleep.

Waking up, you're startled, this room, where are you? Then you remember. Welcoming Tae back, the clit toy, the bag of fun, the way you pissed yourself, the shame. Tae, feeling you move next to him, sits up and tells you to come here. "we will talk about last night but first, coffee and something to eat, lets go, I'm hungry". You are glad you don't have to face it right away. Routine is important and Tae wont let you away with your tasks. 

Still naked, you make your way to the kitchen, passing the other bedroom on the way down stairs. Don't think about it. Just get breakfast sorted. Making some eggs and starting the coffee, you make a tea for Tae, he's followed you down and sitting at the breakfast bar waiting. Doing something feels good. Once that first mouthful of coffee passes your lips you feel all kinds of happy, a warmth returns to you from inside. A few more and you will can start to use your brain. Eat and then take it from there.

"So, last night" Tae starts. "I take it you have never done that before?"  "what piss myself, uncontrollably, no, no I've never done that. I'm sorry "he half smiles at you, then shakes his head. "ok so I'm gonna go through what happened, all points." he tells you, don't be ashamed, and don't make me repeat this. 'Oh don't worry It wont happen again' you think. "we used a clit stimulator, you liked it and you had your first ejaculation. Its not disgusting or wrong, as i said last night its rare but normal." he drinks some tea, "you cried and i need to know why. was it because of the ejaculation, the sensations, because i shouted or because you used your word?" He waits while you go through each point.  "your right, I've never done that, I didn't know I could. At the time It happened it felt fucking awesome sir, but then i felt dirty. As for me crying, it was everything. Why did you shout at me?" you feel the emotions of last night at the corners of your eyes. You don't want to cry again. Drinking more coffee will help. "you touched the equipment, you tried to free yourself, we did discuss this but as it was the first time really using them I should have reminded you, but in that moment I don't think you would have remembered. I should have been aware of that and not raised my voice, I'm sorry. I should have known you needed my faster that you did." he holds your gaze and then lowers his head. "I'm sorry that i let you down." Stretching your hand over to him to give him reassurance, "sir, I'm sorry too. But when i said red, you understood and fulfilled your duties as Dom. You then looked after me as I broke and for that you also did your duty. Thank you." No more talking for now, you both eat and reflect. Clearing the plates after in silence. Your still a little unsettled about it all, but time will help you work it out.

"oh, today" says Tae, "I've got a schedule at the company today. Would you like to come with me? Everyone is busy, and I would like to take you to lunch or dinner after, depending on what time I finish".  Tae is getting real comfortable with you being around, still not introducing you to the others but you never help out home for that. "ok, if your sure, anything you would like me to wear?"