The Masters Mistress

32 Organised chaos.

Standing there, you look at them both. The confusion you had on your face a moment ago now lays on Tae's, while there are no emotions on Jk's.  He looks at you as if asking for help with his eyes. "Tae, get dressed, I don't need the distraction." You reach for the towel on the stool. "now, I need to understand what the fuck is happening". 

Pacing the room a few times, trying to figure out what to do. You speak to Jk, "bugs, how did you know I was here?"

"I didn't, not for sure, I saw you with him tonight and I came here since its a company house" looking at Tae now, he says, "should have changed the code dick head". 

Raising a hand to stop him adding more, "You saw me, you where at the penthouse?" realising what he means, you look at Tae, he's still breathing hard, his eyes are on you, but he looks smug, "you knew he was there?" you ask.

"Yeah. He's owned by Miss, it was her penthouse". he's not looking at you while he answers, but leering at Jk. "when I spoke to Miss about having a scene with my sub, she was more than happy to host, I knew full well he would be there, that he would see me, and the see me fucking you". His eyes fall on you. Its like your seeing him for the first time. But you know him, don't you?

So many emotions flood you now. "so you knew he was gonna be there, why risk your anonymity. You always said you kept this part of you life from them, why now?"  Jk sits on the edge on the bath, realises its wet and mumbles under his breath, as you both wait for Tae to answer. "when we met, I had already  seen you from afar. I saw you and him" he jerks his head in Jks direction, "hugging and smiling, walking arm in arm in the hotel grounds, I wanted you then" Its like a movie reel being rewound in your head, this whole time, Tae knew that you and Jk were friends, and never said anything. 

This feels unreal. Less than 30minutes ago you thought that Tae was your world, he was your master and you wanted to give him everything, now you feel violated and used. A little nauseous too. Tae brings you some water and your grateful for it, but it doesn't take away that he has played you.

"let me lay this out, coz its not adding up for me", sitting on the tiles floor, your ass still stings for the earlier paddle fun. You let out a wince. "princess, use another towel, this floor is not good for you, in fact we should move out of here all together"

"don't you fucking dare with the princess talk, don't ever use that name again. I'm going to sit on this hard floor, that pain is nothing, not compared to how i actually feel. You lied to me you, used me in your own sick game to get one over on your brother and you wanna use pet names, not a fucking chance in Satan's red depths, Kim Tae Hyung" 

Trying to control his rage that you are addressing his so freely and with distain, his Dom pride is suffering at the hands of this temp girl. With a venom in his voice, "You chose me, i knew you knew him. I saw you together, I wanted a piece of that, and when you chose me at the meeting I was happy, in fact that night i forgot about you and him. Once we signed the contract I put it out of my head, but when I saw you at the air strip, following my rules and only looking at me, I knew you had made a choice. I saw him at the art gallery night, and when he smiled at you It took all i had not to deck him there and then", Tae's back to breathing hard, his knuckles white with tension. Talking to Jungkook, he says, "you knew she was with a Dom, yet you still asked questions about her, she wasn't your concern anymore. You had lost her. I had to show you I was the one."

Jk stands up ready to fight again, "your a sick bastard, you know that!" You stop him by throwing a towel at him. "oi, I'm not done with him yet, you will get your scolding in due course, sit down and shut the fuck up".

The bathroom is silent for a moment. As you stand up, your ass hurts again. But you push that way.  All traces of lust have gone, all the fun has been stripped from this house, the arrangements and the people. You can't trust them either of them.

Jk said he understood your need to find your fun, to explore the different flavours of life. But that isn't true, the first chance he gets, he beats that guy up. No, you wont stand for violence. 

"Bugs, you had no right to come here and to get physical, that is not ok and I need for you to leave, but before you do, I want to apologise. I was never your friend in that way, and I should have made that clearer. I did tell you that I wasn't looking for friends or feelings just fucks. So its not all on me. But I recognise my part. In the future if you see me, no you don't. Don't ask about me, don't search me out and don't hold a grudge against your brother. He was after you, and there will be others too as I'm still looking for something".

He walks towards you, almost ready to hug you. "no" you say and turn away from him. He leaves and you hear the main door slam. In the bedroom, you dry off your hair in silence and the get dressed. Bringing out the case from the air b and b, you put in your clothes. Only the ones you brought with you. 

Tae stands by the door frame. He is still pissed. Leaning over the bed to unplug you charger and laptop, he speaks. "so your just going to leave, that's it?" when you don't answer he tries again, "I asked you a question puppet" 

Oh now he's got your attention. "You really don't know me at all. Maybe i didn't make myself clear enough in there," you point towards the bathroom, "we are done. You don't get to speak to me. you ruined it all. I would have gone to Spain with you, I would have re signed, we were a great team, but turns out I was the only member of that team. You had every opportunity to speak to me about my connection to Jk. Not sure when, let me list them for you. When you took me up to your suite, when I took off your mask, when you took me to bed. In the morning when we were having that grown up chat at the table. All week while i read over your paper work. At the meeting when we were discussing the paper work. When I picked you up from the air strip. Any day between then and seeing JK at the art gallery. After the art gallery, after he saw me at the company. But no, you chose to keep it burning inside you, filling you with a fire. Then what, you thought the best solution was to do a scene for him to witness how you fuck me. Well done. You managed to make me cum in front of your brother. Does that make for feel all powerful. Does that mean you win something". 

Lifting the case, you walk towards the bedroom door, he's still standing there. Putting out his hands to your shoulder, "just stop, please. You cant just walk away."

"Don't touch me. Never again. I would have given you everything, been your everything you needed. You spoke about how we would grow to trust each other, and I really did. You smashed that to pieces. You could have just told me. " Moving to the side, you pass and head to the front door. 

This is not how you pictured leaving the safe house for the last time. Hurt, broken, and angry. Nah, this house has run its course. As you wait for the taxi. It starts to rain. Past caring, you look up into the night sky. "Wash this feeling off of me, please," you think.