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What if forgotten memories are the only answer for every question ?
What if past comes back ?
What Who How ?
So many questions?
Do not read if you are problematic otherwise welcome 🌷
Mention of drugs, depression, anxiety ,mental...
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Well nothing to say now I'm getting sleepy (*´ω｀*)
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POV REBECCA
The silence between us was thick, as since we got back to apartment Freen retreated into herself, and I sat beside her,waited patiently for her to find her way back to me.
Freen's voice was barely audible as she whispered “sorry” 'Sorry' was a knife to my heart and it shattered me. I quickly pulled her into a tight hug,I reacted instinctively, wrapping her in a tight embrace. 'No, no, no,' I whispered, trying to erase the guilt from her eyes. “It wasn't your fault, Freen. Never. Neither You're to blame for his anger.” I held her
“He is right you will get in trouble if I stay with you” her voice was cracking and My heart ached at her words, and I felt a surge of anger.why can't everything finally be peaceful.it feels like we both together climb a mountain and something keeps us pulling back down to ground.
I gently cupped her face, my thumbs tracing the curves of her cheeks. "We will face those troubles together, okay?" I whispered, my voice soft but firm.
Freen's eyes looked dull and uncertain, her gaze drifting away from mine as if searching for an escape that I couldn't offer. Her silence was a heavy weight on my heart, and I knew I had to try harder to reach her. I leaned in closer, my forehead touching hers. I whispered again “I'm not letting you go!” I made sure to sound as determined as I was and commanding.
She pulled away from me. I tried to pull her back, but she resisted. 'Can I go to the room?' she asked, her voice barely above a whisper. I hesitated, not wanting to let her go, but she looked so fragile, so hurt. I nodded slowly, feeling a pang in my chest. 'Do you...want me to come with you?' I asked, hoping she'd say yes. But she just shook her head,I nodded slowly and she was slipping out of my hold
"Let me take you to the room," I said, my voice low and urgent, as I wrapped my arms tightly around her. This time, it wasn't a request - I wasn't giving her the option to refuse. I pulled her in so tightly that she had to cling to me, her body molding to mine. And when I finally felt she began to give in. Her arms, which had been limp at her sides, now wrapped tightly around my neck and shoulders, holding on as if she'd never let go. Her legs, too, wrapped around my waist, anchoring herself to me. I could feel her heart beating against mine, her breath warm on my neck. I got up from the couch, still holding her, and led her to the bedroom, her body still clinging to mine. I didn't let her go, couldn't let her go, as I walked us to room
I gently laid her down on the bed, her body still wrapped around mine. I looked into her eyes, searching for a glimmer of connection, and whispered the words I'd been longing to say: "I love you, Freen." But instead of a reply, I saw a single tear slide down her cheek, I didn't need words;I softly wiped it away with my thumb.
"I'm right here" I promised trying to ease her mind or maybe mine
And with that, I turned and walked out of the room,but knowing I'd be right outside, waiting for her to let me in willingly.
For the rest of the day, she totally shut down. I tried to talk to her,but every attempt ended in one of two ways: either we'd both end up bawling our eyes out, or she'd stare into nothingness, barely responding to my presence. It was like she'd retreated to a place deep within herself, a place where I couldn't follow. I felt helpless, watching her slip away from me, unable to bridge the gap between us.
At night when I lied beside her, holding her hand, trying to offer comfort, but she'd just lie there, her eyes vacant, her heart closed off. I'd whisper words of love, of reassurance, but they'd fall flat, swallowed up by the silence between us.
She is slipping away from me
I can't let her slip into a place she cannot come back from.
no matter how many times
I will keep pulling her back
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Lady pin core 🎀😭 (reminded me of her and I laughed alone like crazy)
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Now see ya (人 •͈ᴗ•͈) Good night lovieesss 🩷🥰
