- Diary Entry #35 - 20/8/2022 -
It is over a year after the incident.
When Wilbur pressed that button.
It replays in my head every single night. I consider it as torture.
I knew it was happening, it explains the nightmares I was having.
Didn't say a word to not one person though.
I could've done something. I could've stopped Wilbur. He ruined everything.
My everything.
He'll pay. One day.
Once I leave my shack.
I moved well away from civilisation that day. Couldn't bare seeing anyone. Not even Callahan. I only make my monthly visits to pick up my delivery's of alcohol and food.
Everything has changed.
2 months ago we lost Techno. That was the one time i allowed myself to see people. At his funeral.
Now, I swallow myself in self pity. Drown my sorrows with the sweet bitter taste of Whiskey. The drink Schlatt gave to me when we first met.
I miss him. I really do.
He didn't deserve to die. Definitely from a heart attack. I told him to stop drinking. I told him it would kill him some day.
Now look at him.
Look at me.
And Blossom, poor Blossom.
I should've left her at home.
I blame myself for what happened. Like I said, I could've stopped it.
Sometimes I still hear him.
Sometimes when I sit in my chair, holding a glass of whiskey, I feel like, he's here.
When I feel this, I sometimes leave a half full glass on the table. Then I leave to do something else.
At it would be empty when I'm back.
Im really going crazy.
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Oop this wasn't on my 2024 bingo card
Tipsy me felt like doing this 🤷♀️
Hate the fact I mentioned Wilbur 🤢
But yeah, saw some people wanting a sequel. And with me very much not wanting to be in the dsmp fandom again, I did a little 'update'.
I'm surprised this story went well tbf, this was when I was actually interested in writing story's. Failed my English gcse tho so that's out the window 😅
And I was, and still am, embarrassed of this story. Made me cringe reading it😭.
But, I won't be touching this anymore. Probably not even this account.
Now try and find my other one 😉
At least the 'sequel' took under 50 yrs 😘
ciao 👋
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