Descendants cast one shots

I wish you were a boy.

Malia x fem reader

When I first did my chemistry read with Malia for descendants I noticed the glint in her beautiful big brown eyes and lushes curls, I liked her curls a lot well not a like a love, I loved her curls.

We immediately hit it off there I hoped he picked her to play Chloe she was perfect for it but there was just something about her I couldn't quite understand about her when I first saw her.

When we started filming me, Kylie, and Malia all hit it off well we had to we were kinda the leads but something about Malia just wanted me to get to know her more yk like I got happier and my stomach flipped when ever I saw her but girls couldn't like girls, right?

As production went on we had gotten closer like friends do right? Yeah we cuddled on occasion and held hand often but that's just normal bsf behavior okay. Because girls can't like girls thats what my father always said girl can't like girls it's not what god would like.

One day me and basically everyone was just chilling at Joshua's apartment playing games,eating, watching movies, just enjoying each other's company. Me and Malia next to each other on the couch my legs were on her lap my head on her shoulder and her hand on my legs sitting as we normally do.

"Yk y/n, you and Malia would be pretty cute together." Joshua said as my eyes widened chocking on air "what-what do you mean by that?" I asked slightly uncomfortable we were friends, nothing more right? Well yes at times I wished it was she was perfect slightly taller than me, a pretty smile, always knew how to cheer me up and gave the best hugs. But we were just close.

"Well you guys just would be I don't know, they way you guys act towards each other that's all." He said looking at us just then realizing how we were sitting. " oh. I see." I said trying to brush it off

Of course I would love to be with her but she's a girl and I'm a girl is that even okay? I don't want to lose my family. But I don't want to lose her also.

"Well we should probably get back y/n y/n earth to y/n love." Malia said with that calm voice and gorgeous smile she said snapping me out of my thoughts. I looked up at her "hm? Oh yeah we should." I said swinging my legs off her lap and getting up "thank you again Joshua for having us." Malia said "well of course I live my girls." He said hugging us "bye." We said walking out the door

The ride to our hotel was quiet, she was driving because I couldn't drive if my life depended on it. I think she sensed that I got uncomfortable a bit and she's caring why dose she make even harder not to not love her!

"Y/n" she said as the car came to a stop "yes?" I answered. I already knew what she was about to ask but I was dreading this conversation for the last what 5 months I've been in denial about who I love and trying to figure it out if it was even okay.

"What's wrong?" She asked I could feel her eyes on me " i don't know what you mean?" I said un buckling trying to leave the car she grabbed my hand making me look at her "y/n, talk to me please?"

" Malia do we have to do this now?" I asked just wanting to postpone this conversation a little longer "yep sit now." She said with her soft voice. I sat there contemplating what to say, how to say it, or even if u should say anything at all.

"I was raised in a strictly catholic not by the most loving immigrant parents to say the least so when we'd go to church every Sunday it was idk." I stopped before the words left my mouth

"What happened then hun, it's okay you can talk to me." She said sweetly grabbing my hand "it's was kinda drilled into that girls don't like girl and boys can't like boys that's the way 'god intended them more'." I said fiddling with the gold cross around my neck.

"Oh y/n..." she said suprised at my response "I'm fine with other people being gay now but admitting that I may be it's just hard yk."she nodded in response " do you, think you are?" She said heasidntly

In sat there letting go of her hands putting them in my lap " I don't know, but I do at the same time I'm just not ready to-." "Admit it?" She said finishing my sentence god how could someone not love her

"Malia you deserve someone who well for starters doesn't have this much emotional baggage, willing to show you off , and isn't ashamed of themselves." I said looking up into those big brown eyes, the eyes that had seems they had a little glint in them.

But these eyes had lost their sparkle, instead they had tears brimming the edge and I'm the one responsible for it no one else, just me. And that killed me, it killed me to know the girl that I've had a crush on for the past 5 months I just made cry.

"Y/n no I don't care about the badge I don't care about any of that I love you and that's all that matters in the end." She said pleading this made my heart shatter into a million little pieces

" Lia one day you'll find the one who will treat u like the goddess you are and when that day comes you'll forget you even liked me." I said as I felt tears appearing on my face. "I really wished you were a boy."I said quietly but I think she heard though because again with those eyes that I just made cry looked at me with sadness

I started to get out of the car "go back have fun with you friends-" "our friends they're both of ours." "Our friends and forget we even had this conversation just say I wasn't feeling well or something you shouldn't have to leave just for me."

"Y/n." "Please Lia for me go back and have a good night." She just nodded her head seeing like this hurt me, it hurt a lot but it's what for the best anyway I walked in to the hotel looking back to see if her car was still there

It was pulling out

I didn't again I pushed the person who I loved out again because I was to scared, too scared of a man who openly told me he hated me, a women who was suppose love me but chose alcohol over me.

And a god who's suppose to love us accept us, if he truly did why would it matter about who I loved as long as she made me happy."

I just really fucking wished she was a boy.

Idk how I feel about this one but I'll get working on the requests soon this wasn't a request just something I wanted to write :)