05 its nice to have a friend

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"hey walker?" i talk to him

"yeah juney?" walker answers a little nervous

"do you ever wonder if anyone thinks they are losing you?" i ask

"um not really why?" walker answers even more nervous then before

"i just think to myself how long can we be a sad song?" i tell him

"wait what? i don't know what you mean june" he says

"it feels like you're losing me" i tell him

he then freaks out a little," what no we are best friends i would never stop being friends with you, i love you so much why would we ever stop being friends." he says panicking

friends, friends, friends, friends?

why are we just friends?

"oh um sorry yea i guess im just like tired." i say

"okay, im sorry if i did anything wrong" walker says to make sure im okay

"its okay" i reassured him

"let me tuck you in" he says as he shuts the lights, he then puts a blanket over me and then kisses my forehead goodnight, "goodnight june" he says

i hum back and then shortly after i fall asleep

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i then wake up the next morning at 10:13, a little late for me usually. i then call my sister

shortly after she picks up, "hey sis what's up" she says

"wow you sound as fresh as a daisy" i say while getting ready for the day

"yeah i woke up at like 9 and i wrote a couple of songs called, lavender haze and maroon" she tells me, "i also think i want the album to be called midnights or something. it'll be about 13 sleepless nights throughout my life" she says

"well that got dark quick" i say laughing

"yeah well it's about making the fans happy, right?" she says

"of course" i say.

"well sis i better call you later, joe just got home from work." she tells me

"oh okay, bye" i tell her

"i love you" she says

"i love you too" i respond back then hang up. after i hang up i let out a loud sigh. yesterday was so tiring. dior then barges into my room.

"girly get up we are going out to the mall." she says excitedly

"oh my goodness i can finally get another lip oil. mine just ran out. thank goodness" i say thankful

"yes well hurry up and get changed we are leaving in 30." she says and then runs out of the room.

"well okay then." i say laughing a little to myself.

friends friends friends. why the hell are we just friends??

that has been stuck in my head ever since Mr. Walker Scobell decided to say that to me last night. well i know he has a girlfriend but it's long distance right now. i'm not a home wrecker but i don't understand what he sees in her. i mean yeah she's pretty, and probably really sweet, has a good makeup routine gosh dammit june snap out of it.

i don't know why i am so jealous of this girl that i don't even know. i feel this pang of jealousy all of the time.

my life is revolved around music so of course i played jealousy jealousy, by olivia rodrigo

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