Glory - A Passion's Symphony |18+

34. Roses and Fear.

When your legs don't work like they used to before,
And I can't sweep you off of your feet...
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love,
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks....
And darling I will be loving you 'til we're 70,
And baby my heart could still fall as hard at 23....
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways,
Maybe just the touch of a hand...
Oh me I fall in love with you every single day,
And I just wanna tell you I am
So honey now.....
Take me into your loving arms,
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars.....
Place your head on my beating heart,
I'm thinking out loud>>>>>
Maybe we found love right where we are.

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Ryan

Now, we're heading back home after leaving Tasha's place. We're both sitting silently in the car, lost in our thoughts.

I know Siya didn't like how I showed up at her friend's house and took her away like that. It's obvious she's angry with me.

But what could I do? If I don't keep Siya close, the worry will eat me alive every moment.

It's clear that I can't trust anyone with Siya.

Siya is not just my wife... she is my life, my oxygen... Without her, even a single second feels unbearable.

I can't tell her that the people who wanted to kill her father are now after her. I don't want to worry her or make her live in fear.

I know today, when she went to her friend's house without telling me, it was the first time Ryan Malhotra felt the fear of losing someone. Those ten minutes without Siya were unbearable. I found her within ten minutes, because if even one more minute had passed, I might not have been able to breathe properly again.

I know very well that, given the way our marriage happened, things aren't exactly smooth between us right now.

I don't care if I'm right and Siya's wrong. I don't want any more fights, I just want Siya with me, always. Because just as I deserve her, she deserves me too.

There are so many things I need to talk to Siya about... but first, I need to get rid of that anger sitting on her small nose.

I need to love her. I need to be loved by her.

I never got my father's love because my parents weren't together, but my mother gave me all the love in the world. She never let me feel any lack of love.

But Siya, even though her parents were with her, never got the kind of love I received from just one parent.

I will give her the love and care she has always questioned why she didn't receive. I will erase all those questions.

I will fill her every moment with so much love that she will never have to wonder why she wasn't loved. From now on, her life will be filled with nothing but love.

For me, love means Siya. But I don't want her to think that love means Ryan. I just want that whenever she thinks about love in the future, she remembers me.

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"The weather is quite nice today, isn't it?" I said softly, because I knew my wife had a small nose but a big temper.

There was no response from the seat next to me. I had expected that, but I didn't give up and tried again, "Aşk, (Love), you know, there's a lovely café nearby. Shall we go?" I glanced at Siya, who was still looking out the window at the rain.