Lando Norris Oneshots

every time you touch me

Warnings: -

As you may have noticed by the title this is a Oneshot based on Billie's song Wildflower.I have a huge sentiment to this song and I just had a brilliant,but sad idea for something.Recommend listening to it while reading!

You and Lando had a relationship many people dreamed of.He was the kindest guy in the room,would always help,compliment and much more.The love between you was pure and true,but you both had different things on your minds.

Lando didn't plan on starting a family for at least the next years,due to his career.You understood and didn't push,but a year later you decided to talk about it again.You wanted to grow old with him and have kids running in the yard of your house.He denied and denied,explaining that it was too early.

You gave up on the dream and started to feel something you have never felt before in that relationship.Is there any sense to continue it when they both have other plans?You stayed and didn't leave him,the feelings were to strong,but you felt unhappy,sadness filled your mind.

Not long after you started writing songs about your feelings,because you preferred to keep them to yourself,then to worry Lando about them.People really loved your music and you attended many events,gaining more fans and popularity.

Your heart really forced you to write a song about your childhood friend Luisa.She was Lando's first  girlfriend,the relationship between them didn't last long,he wanted to protect her from the hate and people,so he broke up.Leaving her with only you.She was heartbroken and you made the worst thing possible.Lando and you started talking and ended up in a relationship.The contact between you and Lu was gone,you lost someone important to you and you feel like you are losing Lando now too.

You and Lando broke up on Valentine's day during the race weekend ,leaving you all by yourself.You gained way more fans than you expected during the relationship and had planned a small tour around Europe,to perform your new album.

„Ok,so I hope you are all enjoying yourself by now.We are almost at the end,but before I sing the last song,I have something new that I would love to sing for you tonight."

The audience started to go wild,waiting for the music to start playing.

„This song is really important to me.It is about the most important two people that were in my life,but unfortunately our paths got separated.Enjoy."

You backed up and waited for the music to start.You were nervous that you might get some hate for the whole backstory,but you just felt like you had to release the song.

Well good things don't last.
And life moves so fast.
I'd never ask who was better.
Cause she couldn't be.
More different from me.
Happy and free in leather.
And I know that you love me.
You don't need to remind me.
Wanna put it all behind me,but baby.
I see her in the back of my mind...

While you were performing,you noticed someone familiar to you in the audience.It was Lando watching you sing,he was clearly sad and upset.You could notice his watery eyes,you wanted to stop singing,but you knew you couldn't .

You say no one knows you so well.
But every time you touch me,I just wonder how she felt.
Valentine's day,cryin' in the hotel
I know you didn't mean to hurt me,so I kept it to myself.

Lando left the room after your final words.He was crying by now and you were too.Tears streamed down your face and your fans cheered for you.You performed your last song said goodbye and thank you to everybody and left backstage.Checking your phone you noticed a message from Lando.

Call me when you are done,please.

You didn't want to,but you knew you had to.The break up was hard and painful and so was the song.You just hoped it wouldn't turn into an argument.

„Hey,you wanted me to call you." You felt warmth and peace when you heard his voice,that you missed so much.

„Hey,yeah.I wanted to apologize,I ignored you so many times,not caring about your feelings and needs.I feel like shit Y/n.I hate it so much and I still love you." He cried into the phone.

„Lando we can't.It won't work out again.Even when I would say that I love you too,which is true and we would continue our relationship it would end the same in a few months.I wanted to think about our future and you about yours." You explained calmly and in pain.

„But we were made for each other."

„Maybe we were and maybe we are the right people,but in the wrong time."

„But I can't live without you dear." He whispered.

„Lando this is not right."

„I know."

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I had to upload a sad one!Sorry.Soo by the way I am so excited I am going to be flying to Turkey on Wednesday!I am going to try to write some things on the beach!
Xoxo
Laila