07: faced fears

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゚・*¸¸.•*¨*• BRONWYN •*¨*•.¸¸☆*・゚

I entered the code into the gate patiently waiting for it to open listening to Lana Del Ray blasting through my headphones

I bite back a groan from the pain of carrying my backpack and an extra bag from staying late from school due to swimming. Me and Jean talked at lunch and agreed that this weekend AKA tomorrow we meet at a public swimming pool

Walking past the gate and closing it, I walk to the front thinking about how the hell Micha and Addison are besties all of a sudden. Like they had known each other for years

They are closer than I could ever be with Addison no matter how hard I tried and I hope my jealousy didn't show. I bite my cheek and unlock the front door seeing my mom sitting on the couch drinking wine

"How was school?" She asked bitterly. "Fine." I closed the door rolling my eyes and noticed she was still staring at me. "What?" She gives me a knowing look and I feel like my heart dropped to my stomach

I ran up to my room and saw my door cracked open. I put my hands over my face and screamed quietly trying not to make any noise

I take a deep pause before stepping into my room and see Xavier looking through my underwear and bras. I dropped my bags and cleared my throat

"Long time no see," He grins and I give a fake smile feeling uncomfortable in my room. "It has been a while," I add. Three months

"I tried calling and texting you, you know?" He closed my drawer and looked at me. "I got a new phone," I lied and his eyes tell me that what I am saying is complete utter bullshit

Which it is. We both know I am trying to avoid him

"You put your piercings back in." He comments coming towards me and I back up into my wall having nowhere else to go

"Well duh," I tried to joke but he grips my face with his hand and squeezes it hard. I try not to wince as he inspects all the piercings in my ear and forces my mouth open

He used his free hand to pull my tongue out and took a moment before licking my tongue. In disgust, I push him with all my power and he barely budges laughing his ass off

"Come on Bronwyn, lighten up. We used to have fun." I fight the urge to snap at him. I never had fun, he always did, in denial that I always loved what he did to and with me

"What do you want Xavier?" I whisper and his eyes lighten. "Strip." He demanded and I shook my head. I can't do this today. I don't need this today

"You think mommy called me here for nothing?" He tilted his head. My mother knows what Xavier has done for me for years. She doesn't even care. The only thing she cares about is that I make a name for myself

And that means my mother would still be famous. That she still has a successful brand. A brand she constantly put me in to model for

"Strip, next time I ask it won't be so nice," He repeated. I clenched my jaw and pulled down my sweatpants, only in my one-piece swimsuit. He raised his eyebrow and I let out a deep sigh pulling down my swimsuit completely and stepping out of it. He smiled wide

He grabs me and drags me in front of my mirror and for the first time in weeks, I see myself naked in front of my mirror. I tried to look away but he grabbed my jaw forcing me to look at myself

He runs his hand down my body pinching my skin hard and I try not to cry. Although my head is my worst enemy, my body is up there to compete with it

His hand landed on my thigh and he glared at me through the mirror. "Do you know the problem here?" I don't even speak already knowing what it is. My thigh is bigger than his hand

"Do you know about the fashion show in Paris during Christmas time?" He mentions and I nod. "I have a shoot with Sephora next month and two more before the show."

He nods in satisfaction. He always praised me that I always deserved to be booked and busy. He moved his hands to my bare breast and squeezed it

I try to move but he keeps still. I start feeling nauseous, "Xavier." Before we both can say or do anything my door opens to my smiling twin sister

He pushed me onto the floor and I winced. My sister's expression changed and it's like another side of her came out.

"What the fuck are you doing in here Xavier?" She snapped and I searched for some clothes I had thrown on the floor

I noticed Xavier looking down at my sisters body since she was only wearing a bra and some shorts with her ballet shoes

She notices but doesn't seem bothered by it. "I'm here to see my girlfriend, what's so wrong with it?" He spoke watching me put on a crop top and some shorts I slept in

"What's fucking wrong is that she is sixteen years old and you are pushing thirty you disgusting pervert," She shouted and he stood up looking down at her

"It's called love, something you haven't experienced." She laughed and slapped him. "That is not love, it's just a disgusting fetish you have for girls twice as young as you."

He turns red and brings a finger to her face. "Watch it, Clover." She scoffs before mocking his actions, "Keep away from my sister or I swear to-"

He cuts her off, "What are you going to do Clover?" The tension is thick but cut off by my mom walking in

Her tone was stern but desperate, "What's going on in here?" She looks between the three of us and Xavier straightens out his jacket

"Nothing, I'm just about to leave." He walked towards my door but handed me his business card. "For your new phone." He winks and walks out

"What did you do?" My mom broke the silence as soon as we heard the front door close. "What did she do?" Clover gapped and walked up to my mom who was outside my room

"It's what the fuck he was doing to her! And you know it but won't do shit about it. That is your fucking daughter!" Clover shouts at our mother and I quickly went to shut the door and locked it

I slid down the door bringing my knees to my chest and I heard banging behind me. "Bronwyn! Can you please open the door?" Clover begs

I ignored her and of course, my mom had something to say that made Clover forget about me and start auguring with her again

I stare at the window that is on the opposite side of the room and I start to quietly unlock it before I put on some Crocs, grabbed my phone, and climb out the window

I walked onto the roof and saw a small bucket on the ground. I cross my fingers and slowly slide down the side of the house not making the bucket at all

I winced once I reached the ground but quickly got up and ran towards the gate opening and closing it before my sister and mother realized I was gone

Something I questioned that I am afraid to admit out loud is how many calories in total if I got an icee, ice cream, a cheeseburger, and fries?

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