Silence
Im being Silenced
The hands covering my mouth are those of the ones who haunt me
The haunt my every thoughts like pests
Every time i speak of my wounds, they push the words back into my throat
I can't speak
They won't let me
No... HE won't let me
The very hands that tore my soul in shreds to small to piece back together in my lonesome soul are the ones shoving these haunting memories back into the gaping holes of my pain
Haunting no thats not right
I let him live there
Always right there
On the tip of my tongue, the back of my mind, the corner of wherever i look
I can't escape
Will i ever actually release these repeating nightmarish realities
Or will i always have those hands over my mouth keeping me from gorging my mind of this hellish purgatory? I've put myself in
Cause it's him, he's why i can't let go
Everywhere i look there, he is a shadow etched into my very being
How do i get rid of something so intertwined in my very essence
If there is something like soulmates only destined to slash each other to their raw shameful naked souls
That's what we are
The fates have spun our thread to tight
Its suffocating
Fraying ourselves with each other
Nothing but enemies bound to never part ways
For after all we said forever, didn't we?
I guess right person wrong time isn't real
Cause you will never be the right person but always the wrong time
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Poetry For Dark Beautiful Souls
شِعرan ongoing collection of freestyle poems ive made.