𝐭𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬

THE AFTER

After Eren leaves the bathroom I stand in the mirror looking over myself and the mess the tears had made on my pretty face. I lean forward, turn on the sink, and wash my face, trying to clear my thoughts before I dry off and walk back into the room.

My eyes flicker to Eren who was standing in front of his closet searching for something wearing nothing but some sweatpants. "Hey, Eren where should I sleep?" I ask as I step closer to him, still standing far away.

He turned to look at me with a t-shirt and a pair of basketball shorts in hand looking over at me with his tired green eyes. "Well Sasha is asleep with someone she hooked up with soo so that you can sleep in my bed I'll sleep on the couch," He says with a soft smile as he hands me the clothes.

I gratefully take the clothes but look at him with my brows furrowed in confusion "You live in a mansion, there aren't any guest rooms I can sleep in?" I ask as I look up at him fighting the urge to look at his body and tattoos.

He rubs the back of his neck with a small chuckle flashing me his pearly whites "Well I'm pretty sure people have had sex in them and I don't want you to sleep in a bed like that," he says with a small smile before she got his phone from the dresser and shoved it into his pocket then he heads to the door.

My mouth opens before I can even process the words I say "You can sleep beside me." I say as my hand goes to his bicep holding him there to stop him from going out of the room.

He looked back at me slightly taken aback by my hand on his before she smiled softly and gently took the hand that held him in his planting a small kiss on my knuckle "You've been through a lot tonight princess sleep comfy in the bed" he says before he let my hand go and smiled at me.

I was taken aback by the nickname but shrugged it off "No, Eren sleep here you opened your home up to me I can't let you sleep on the couch, I'll take the couch or we both sleep on the bed" I said as I cross my arms looking up at him with my brows furrowed.

He chuckles and stands in front of me with his arms crossed over his chest even at my height, I had to look up at him and that made me gulp slightly. "Look my house my rules you'll sleep on the bed and I take the couch, it's final," he says somewhat sternly.

I sigh and drop the clothes onto the bed shifting on my feet the heels I wore are feeling more annoying by the second "Fine get out so I can change" I say and I shoo him out he laughs softly walking out the room and leaving me alone.

I stand in his room taking it in, it was big and had a minimalistic style to it and of course LED lights, typical fuckboy things. I set my eyes upon the mirror he has on the ceiling above his bed a grimace growing on my face as I visualize the things he's done here.

When I came out of the somewhat disgusted trance I was in I stood in front of the full-body mirror that sat beside his closet as my hands slowly went to the edge of my dress pulling it off my body. I stare into the mirror looking over every inch of my body that I despised, from my chest down to my heels I hated it.

Growing up with a mother who made you skip meals at the ripe age of 6 because "You aren't skinny enough" really leaves a dent in you huh? I grew up being fed self-hatred with a spoon it wasn't a shock I grew up to be fucked in the head.

I shrug my shoulders to get the thoughts of my mother out of my mind before I take my bra off and slip on the black t-shirt that Eren supplied along with the grey basketball shorts he gave me as well. I drag my feet against the wooden floor before I plop down on the bed curling up under the covers.

I reach over to the nightstand and grab my phone groaning softly in annoyance as I see a familiar contact name pop up that I didn't wanna see after the night I had just went through. Freya smith, my step sister. Just as I went to open the texts she sent me I was interrupted by her calling me.