𝐭𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬

MAYBE

TRIGGER WARNING: smut

I stood in the mirror of my bedroom pulling on the dark red dress I wore, I had long sleeves and it was covered up on the front but it was completely backless showing off the big green and red dragon tattoo that decorated the tan skin of my back.

This was the first date I had gone on ever since I was with Mark, and the thought of seeing Jean all dressed up excited me. Me and him have been texting non-stop ever since our little reconciliation at the cafe. Maybe this is my chance at a normal relationship.

I was excited but at the same time it felt a bit too good to be true, in my fucked up life good things never lasted, I usually screwed them up or they were screwed up in the first place and disguised themselves as good things. It's not that Jean gave me mixed signals it's just I have this gut feeling that something was going on behind the scenes.

I shake off the weird feeling building up in my stomach before  I fixed up my makeup and slipped on my white Naked Wolfie boots.

As I put the final touches on my outfit, like my excessive gold jewelry before I heard a knock on my door. I rush out of my room and walk over to my front door opening it with a smile since I expected Jean to be on the other side but I saw Eren instead.

He looked... ashamed of himself before I could say anything he put his phone in my face and showed me some texts with Mikasa saying some very disgusting shit about me. 

"Did you say this shit?" I shout at him my hand snatching his phone from his hands scrolling through the screen shots and I felt my heart twist and turn at the things that were said about me. from my body to my looks and how I was just a distraction and he actually wanted her.

"No Jess, these I took from Jean's phone." He says as he looks down at me his hands resting in his pockets a look of guilt plastered on his face.

No, this can't be happening... I look over at him and hand him his phone back shaking my head softly in a no. This couldn't be Jean, he opened doors for me and treated me like a princess and now he was calling me the most putrid names. "No, this can't be, I just got dressed for a date with him."

He sighs softly and steps into my apartment keeping the door open as he opens his arms for me and I take the comfort he offers burying my face into his chest as I tried to control my breathing. "I'm sorry Jessie, look no one deserves to be treated that way, I'm an ass but I admit to it, Jean doesn't"

I sniffle softly and look up at him a soft pout on my lips my brows furrowed in sadness and confusion "Why did you show me this?"

His own brows furrow as he looks down at me his fingers gently moving up to run over my cheek. "I was over at his place with Armin and he asked me to see who was texting him and I found that it was Mikasa and then I found those." He says as he cups my cheek his thumb gently running over the soft skin. "Look I'm sorry for the things I did, and I'm sorry for Ruby, and I'm sorry I showed you these"

I look up at him a frown gracing my lipgloss adorned lips her eyes searching his face for any sign that he was lying but alas I couldn't find anything on him, he was either a very good liar or telling the truth. "I'm sorry I kinda overreacted to whole thing, but hey you gotta see my point of view, imagine if I was trying to have sex with you then less than an hour later I was with another man."

He chuckles softly at my words his hands gently pushing my straightened hair out of my face playing with the long strands. "Yeah, I'm sorry. Can you maybe unblock me now?"

I laugh at that my hand coming up to gently scratch my nose and I nod. "Sure Eren I'll unblock you but, you gotta understand I'm not one of you're whores, I wanna be you're friend genuinely"