𝐭𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬

RECONCILE

It's been around a month since the whole thing with Eren and I haven't heard from him since, I don't know if that's good or bad. I haven't been out too much in the past month, but that's how I've always been isolated.

It was around 10 at night, I sat inside my room sprawled out on my bed before I got a text from Eren, my brows lifted in interest and I opened the message only to be flashed by a picture of Eren dressed only in his boxers his hard on present in the black fabric.

I should've been disgusted but to be honest... I wasn't. He was buff, he had tattoos lining his arms. No wonder women wanted him... I peeled my eyes from the picture he sent before I texted.

Jess:
The fuck is wrong with you?

Eren:
Ah shit
I wanted to send it to the jess with the small titties

Jess:
Fuck you man
I don't wanna bleach my eyes today

Eren:
Oh please we both know you're horny as shit now

Jess:
Nope I'm as dry as the desert

Eren:
Prove it.

Jess:
As if I would sent a nude to you're pathetic ass

Eren:
Still a prude?

Jess:
I'm not a prude.
I just didn't fuck you
and thank god I didn't

Eren:
Thank god you didn't?
You could've had all that inside you
But you only want Jean's right?

Jess:
You had you're tongue down a girls throat
Not even two hours after you were at my apartment
I'm blocking you now.
Bye manwhore.

My heart was beating wildly in my chest as I pressed the block button he was so nice to me at the party and what he did with Mark, I guess it was all just to play with me and get me to fuck him.

Was I really that easy? After he beat up Mark, I was genuinely seeing him in a different light like, he didn't even know what Mark did and he still protected me from him.

But then again I remember that at the party when he kissed me he had the widest grin on his face when he noticed that Jean saw us, it was as if he was purposely doing that to hurt him. Honestly, I didn't know who was more fucked up Eren or Jean.

But then I think about Jean, maybe what he said was true, I did suck him off then went to kiss Eren. So I can see where his anger would come from but, bringing up my past and the things that hurt me was a shitty thing to do.

My fingers we're shaky as I searched for Jean's contact hesitantly calling him, I sat up straighter on my bed my back against the headboard my shaky hand holding the phone up to my ear. "Hello?" was heard from the other end of the line and I froze before I cleared my throat softly.

"Jean? It's Jess" I say my voice lacking the usual confidence it holds I gaze down at my lap as I recollect my thoughts. "We need to talk".

He was sitting in his own bedroom a sense of guilt rising up in his chest as he remembers the shitty things he said to me at the party, to be honest he wanted to call me the very next day but Connie threatened him to not call me or even contact me. "Uh yeah... you wanna meet up somewhere? I don't like to have conversations like this over the phone"