another one

Denki Kaminari !

I Loved You
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>> Izuku x Denki
>> Bottom Denki
>> Angst

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Denki sat crying in his room, they always fought. Why did they have to fight all the time? He just wanted to be loved and understood...

Him and Izuku haven't gotten into any fights in a long time. Today? Today was a different story. Denki wanted to ho out today and of course with Izuku. Yet when he talked to the other boy, it seemed as if he was so tense and in a bad mood.

So, naturally Denki was concerned and asked him what was wrong.

One Hour Ago~

Izuku sat on the couch of their shared apartment. Head laid back as he held his arm to cover his eyes. He hadn't been feeling good lately, the migraines only been getting worse. He hasn't told anyone or done anything about it hoping they would go away on its own.

Denki came rushing from the room and jumped on the couch beside him. "Izu, can we please go out today? Im bored" he latched on to his arm. Izuku just shrugged, "I don't feel like going anywhere" he said, not looking at the boy or moving once.

Denki pouted, "But we haven't gone anywhere all month! You've been working so much and you're always tired! You had a week off of work and you still haven't really given me any kind of attention.." he frowned back up a bit.

Izuku worked all day everyday, goes to work early and comes home late. Just this week, he had this week off and they haven't left the house unless it was to go to the store or pick up his kid from his ex who he now co-parent with.

Denki was also watching the kid when Izuku couldn't.

"Denki can we not do this right now, my head hurts and all you're doing is whining. If you wanna go out then go, stop bring so clingy and go do things yourself" Izuku sat up, standing up off the couch. Denki eyes watered as he looked up at him. "Clingy? If anything I been giving you space! You come home late from work and barely talk to me! You talk to Eijiro more than me! We don't even have sex anymore! You barely look at me!" Denki yelled, now standing ip.

Izuku rolled his eyes, "What the fuck talking to Eijiro have to do with this? He's my kids mother! Don't make it seem like i'm giving him more attention when we live together! I be tired, you expect me to fuck you after working a fucking 12 hour shift everyday?" he argued back.

Denki shook his head in disbelief, "Yall talk about other things as well though, you barely acknowledge me anymore...I don't expect you to do so much as soon as you come home but at least show me that you still love me...cause I dont feel it anymore." he frowned, tears now running down his face.

Izuku just starred at him before walking past him and towards the door. Grabbing the keys off the table. Denki look at him confused. "Where are you going?..." Izuku opened the door, "Out, i'll be back inna bit, give you sum time to cool down or sum" he said before walking out and slamming the door behind him.

Denki broke down crying.

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Now Denki just sat in his room crying and replaying the whole argument. It was already an hour and he still hasn't came back yet. He slowly got up and grabbed his phone, no calls, no messages, no nothing. He even turned his location off. He called him but it went straight to voice message. "Izuku, please call me, come back home please im sorry I questioned your love for me. I know you love me please come back..I miss you" he left the voice message.

He put his phone down in his back pocket before wiping his tears and walking down the hall into the kitchen. He was going to at least cook If Izuku was going to come home tonight.

He got started cooking, 30 minutes in and almost finished he heard the front door unlock. He stopped everything, turning the stove off and rushed towards the living room seeing Izuku walk in. "Izuku..." Denki mumbled, scared he would run off again.

Izuku held his head down as he walked in the apartment. He slowly walked up to him and pulled him into a hug. "Im sorry Denki" the blond stood shocked but hugged back. "I..What?" "I'm sorry...I do love you..." Denki smiled, "I love you too.."

Izuku backed up. He starred at him before pulling him into a kiss. Denki instantly melt into it but the way Izuku was acting seems so...weird.

Izuku deepened the kiss, he lifted him up. Walking towards the bedroom. He laid him on the bed. "You know I love you right?" Izuku asked kissing on his neck. "Y-Yes, I know you love me" he moaned a bit. Izuku took Denki phone and threw it on the other side of the bed.

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Izuku sat at the end of the bed as Denki slept, he typed away on his phone before standing up and putting his pants on. He stood over Denki watching him sleep. He looked beautiful but he couldn't forgive himself for his thoughts and everything hes done behind his back.

He kissed his forehead and grabbed his shirt putting it on. Denki woke up slowly sitting up, he looked at Izuku who was taking out his clothes out the closet. "I-Izuku? Why are you packing...? Are you leaving me?" he stood up quickly but his legs were still a little sore and gave out a bit. "I love you but im not in love with you anymore..." Izuku explained, not looking at him once.

"W-What? What are you saying...you just- We just" Denki stuttered trying to get what Izuku have been saying but couldnt process. "Fuck, im sorry. You asked why ive been distant, why ive been talking to Ei more...he- we've been talking about our family and he wants us to be together again...we've been talking more for the past two months..." Denki sat there staring at his hands, tears threaten to fall ad his heart broke into pieces.

"He's 3 months pregnant and thats why Ive been coming home late...Ive been going over there after work since Ari's birthday, Im sorry..I was gonna tell you but I just couldn't hurt you like that"

Denki eyes widened. Ari, Eijiro and Izuku's daughter. Her birthday was four months ago, meaning Izuku has been cheating on him with Eijiro for four months...

"But...I loved you" Denki stuttered out. "I know you did...I love you too as a friend thats why im leaving so I don't continue hurting you" Izuku grabbed the bag walking towards the door.

Denki chocked on his own tears as Izuku walked out of the apartment.

"I hate you so much.."