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╰┈➤CHAPTER II; ''𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘺,, 󠀠⁀➴

"eternal misery,, is what you'd like to call it.

atleast it's prettier to hear than to put it into it's real and foul word.

 Those awful memories that haunts you at any time of the day.

Even more eerie than the ghosts you fear in movies.

Just when will you be set free from your constant suffering?

Why does it have to be you that had to endure it?

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Shivering, trembling, and shaking in fear. Tears wouldn't stop forming and continue on rolling down you cheek, even if you tried. 

Sibling fights we're always sarcastic and funny when it comes to other people,

But why did you have to witness your brother almost murdering your beloved sister?

You felt so weak and useless, but you know you will never be strong enough to go against anyone at the young age you were in. All you could do was scream, hoping that they wouldn't go any further that would lead to unwanted and ugly scars. Scars that would forever ruin your sister's delicate and healthy skin.

Your eyes could not see anything, it was like watching a movie from a crappy website, and barely process anything that's happening, the next thing you know is you were being carried down stairs by your house maid who was desperately trying to call your parents, but it was no use since they we're in a trip. So she rushed you to your auntie's instead. Aside from the slight ringing in your ears, the only thing you could process was your house maid crying and trying to rush your auntie to save your sister. Not to mention that your brother was the strongest out of all of you.

That was the first thing you'd remember when someone asks you your earliest memory in your childhood, but you could never do anything to erase or forget it. Forever carving such a deep and bloody wound in your innocent skin. The worst thing is that no one will ever know.

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"yanyan!" you were shook to reality by your concerned friend, trying to regain your conciousness back to the present, you could see through the blur of your eyes the concern and confusion in sasha's gaze, slightly tilting her head to the left to try and get a better angle of what was going inside your head.

"h-huh?" who was yanyan? oh right, a nickname that she gave you.

"we were just talking about childhood stuff, then while i was talking you suddenly spaced out, but whatever i do you wouldn't snap back to reality, i was almost thinking that you quickly got possessed or something." She laughed after her last statement, you joined in her laughter to avoid any awkward situations, "Sorry, i just remembered that i left most of my essentials in my house is all." Sasha gave you a look that told you she didn't believe you, but covering it with nodding and a slight smile to not make anything seem that sasha was suspicious of you.

"So you didn't brush your teeth this morning?"

"What! No- I mean of course i did. i meant essentials like powder and you know.." You were giving her a sarcastic offended expression, when you know fully well she was just kidding around. "Aunt gave me my allowance yesterday, i wanna treat you today." Right after you said that, you swore you saw hearts forming in her eyes, and the once concerned expression that was on her face was changed with the very visible curve on her lips, making a gap between her upper and lower lip ever so slightly. Like a kid smilling after their mother gave them candy. "Is this a proposal or something?" You shrugged and slapped her playfully before getting ready for the day.