Never letting go

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M POV:


A couple of days after the call with my mother everything had settled down. That night after the phone call, Chris and Lee Know feed the kids and put them in bed, while Felix and Seungmin stayed with me on the floor of my bedroom.

It was Seungmin who back hugged me, and it was Felix who held my hand calming me down. Seungmin whispered sweet nothings into my ear soothing me as I ended the call.  

It was held silent in the room as the other six were holding their breathe that I wouldn't go into a panic attack. After a minute or two I finally looked up from the floor making eye contact with Lee Know and just like pressed glass I broke shattering into a million pieces.

A one tear leads a ton more followed; a sob came from my lips as I slowly dropped to the floor. Seungmin holding me tightly to his chest not letting me go as he slowly goes down with me. 

Han set down against the wall of my room refusing to leave till I fall asleep and was at peace. Chris, Binnie and Hyunjin went back to their dorm and told Lee Know to call them if anything happens while I.N went to bed saying he will keep an eye on the kids.

Lee Know sat against the open-door frame as I start to cry myself to sleep but it was like my brain wouldn't shut off, my body didn't feel like I was controlling it anymore. I turn my head away from Seungmin chest while still laying on.

I lock eyes on the side of Lee Knows head, he had his knees up with him elbows on them with his head leaned against his closed fists. Seungmin felt me move to look towards Lee Know and understood why I couldn't shut down.

He pulls away from me little lending towards Felix whispering something to him and then I felt Felix bring my hand to his lips giving it a kiss then leaning up to my head giving it a kiss as well before I feel him pull away. 

I felt the coldness in my hand as I see him out of the corner of my eye walking around Seungmin crouching down next to Lee Know. Felix said something to him which causes him to look up at him before turning his head making direct eye contact with me.

No sob escaped my lips this time, but tears started to fall freely down my cheeks causing him to get up as Felix took his place sitting against the door frame. Lee Know came and set in front of me with open arms causing to lean my upper body against his. 

They both held me tightly letting my get my tears out as I felt comfort in my soul feeling complete causing my brain to finally slowly shut off as I slowly saw dark.


The next morning, I woke up against someone chest by the smell I knew it was Seungmin. I blink my eyes a couple times letting my vison clear up to see they had moved me to my bed.

I slow sit up seeing Seungmin sleeping next to me, Han is by one wall laying on the floor with a blanket and a pillow while Felix is laying on the opposite wall by the door doing the same thing. 

Lee Know is gone and the door is closed, so I slowly get out of the bed making sure not to wake up Seungmin. I finally make it out of the bed tip toeing through the room and slowly opening the door looking at Felix the whole time to make sure he stays asleep.

As I leave the room the dorm is quiet, to quiet in my opinion but the sound of movement in the kitchen catches my ears. I slowly make my way to the kitchen to see Lee Know and I.N in the kitchen cooking together.

I lean against the wall crossing my arms with a small smile as I watch Lee Know trying to teach I.N different things with whatever they were cooking. After a few minutes of them moving around and talking I.N turns and locks eyes with me.

"Noona why are you out of bed?" I.N catches Lee Know attention causing him to turn from the sink and look at me. "Jagiya why are you up out of bed?" I let out a giggle before answering, "Where are the kids, did Chris take them?" I.N nods his head before going back to what he was doing.

Lee Know dries his hands off walking to me, "And I couldn't go back to sleep, and the babies could smell something amazing, and they knew you would be behind it." I give him a small smile and a hand on my small belly bump that was forming.

He gives me a small smile putting his hands out towards my belly but stops causing me to look up from them to see him already looking at me, "C-Can I touch your belly?" 

He has a worried tone with his voice and is hesitant about moving his hands closer without permission. With a soft smile I move my hands off my belly softly grabbing his wrist moving them slowly onto the bump.

I slide my hands off his wrist on to the top of his hands, looking back at his face to see his big bright bunny teeth showing from inside his smile. His eye almost shut from how high his check were pushed up.

Without moving his hands or his eyes, he slowly drops down on to his knee before moving his face to my belly leaving to small smooth kisses on each side. He puts his forehead soft against the bump. "Th-hank you, my s-sweet angels." He lets out in a whisper chocking up from the happy tears that ran down his face.

He looks up at me as happy tears run down my face as its paired with a big smile. "Please Mi, please let me have a second chance to fix this. I fucked up not ones or twice, but three times but I would like to really show you how much I love you, how much I love our kids."

I feel another set of hand go around my body, setting them right above Lee Knows. I feel s head be moved into the crook of my neck leaving soft kisses moving from my shoulder to my ear. 

"Daisy let us take care of you and show how much we love you. Let us worship you till we take our last breath."  Lee Know stands up moving his hands off my belly put them on the sides of my face softly thumbing his thumb on my right cheek. 

He leans in close as I can feel his breath on my lips, "Please Mi let us show you how much control you have over us." 




HiHi my lovely's

I'm backkkkk

I know it was too long and we should never do that again.

But anywayyyy we got sappy lovely Lee Know and he is being so sweet but with Mi realize that they really love her or try to move on. 

Also was it just me or was Seungmin and Lee Know being a little sus at the end.... is Mi about to actually get a 2min threesome and it's not from her dreams? No just me cool.

But there will be warnings the next couple of chapters, different ones I will give you aheads up at the top to let you know what the warning is for.

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