Grey's Anatomy/ Private Practice book 2

We'll help you. - Amelia, Addison, Charlotte, Violet

TW SH ED DRUGS AND ALCOHOL!! Tysm for the request❤️❤️
!!NOT PROOFREAD AND I'M TIRED SO I'M SORRY FOR THE WRITING!!

I've just gotten home from work for the day, it's finally Friday. I'm going to the bar, I'm just going to change first.
I put on a black long sleeve maxi dress because it's the first thing I can find in my closet. I touch up my makeup, grab some cash in case anyone has any coke and then I'm good to go.

I arrive at the bar fifteen minutes later, at 9.30 and immediately walk up to the bartender for some vodka shots and a glass of orange juice to mix it with. I prefer to not mix them as shots and just use the orange juice as kind of a chaser.
I get my drinks and sit down with a group of people, some are quite drunk. I recognize one of the guys, his name is Jamie and I've gotten drugs from him before.
"Hey Jamie." I say, sitting right next to him.
"Oh look, my favorite customer." Jamie says with a grin. I've slept with him a couple of times, but it was a while ago. I take all 4 of my shots and then I order 4 more.
After an hour, I'm kind of very drunk.
"Jamie. Have you got any coke today?" I whisper to Jamie.
"Sure princess, how much do you want?" He asks me.
"God, you're a lifesaver. 1,5 grams please." I tell him and he reaches into his pocket to grab a tiny bag with some powder.
I reach into my wallet.
"Is 150 okay?" I ask him.
He nods and I slip him a 100 and a 50 dollar bill.
He hands me the tiny bag and I slip it into my pocket.
"Be right back." I tell him, going into the bathroom, locking the door behind me. I pour the white powder out onto the counter and line it up with my credit card, and then I sniff it.
I wipe my nose with some paper when I'm done and then I look myself into the mirror. I look quite alright, except for that my pupils are a bit dilated, but I've seen worse. I walk out of the bathroom, but to my surprise, I see the whole fucking work team having drinks at a table. Fuck fuck fuck. I know that they go out for drinks sometimes since they've asked me to come a couple of times but I always decline and they don't ask me anymore. I'm happy to do other stuff with them, but not drinking.
I decide to try to sneak out of the bar without anyone seeing me, but I forget that I need to pay first. I walk over to the bar and ask the bartender for my bill, but then I hear the sound I've been dreading. My name. I close my eyes, but then gather the courage to turn around, still not having paid.
"Hey Y/n! How are you?" Charlotte says and walks up to me.
"Oh I'm good! Just had a couple of drinks, I'm just about to leave." I say.
She checks at the card machine and sees my total.
"Jesus Christ, 164 dollars?! How much have you had to drink?" Charlotte asks me.
"Not that much." I lie. My arm is itching, so I scratch it a bit. The others have probably heard Charlotte raising her voice because everyone is looking at me. "Can you please follow me outside?" Charlotte says quietly.
"Sure." I tell her, paying my bill first.
When we're out of the bar, she looks at me. I look down.
"Look at me." She says, and I do. My vision is quite blurry. "Alright. What did you take?" She asks me.
"What? I haven't taken anything." I tell her.
"I know that you have, just tell me." Charlotte says.
"I promise. I haven't taken anything." I tell her.
"Just leave me alone." I say.
"Fine." She says, and walks inside again.
I sit down on the stairs. I feel my collarbones. I don't feel as hungry when I'm drinking or I'm high, so that's good. I don't really think about anything. That's what's so amazing about drugs and alcohol. You don't have to think, at all.
Meanwhile, Charlotte is inside, talking to Amelia, but I'm unaware.

Charlotte walks up to the table where the rest of the team are sitting.
"What's the matter?" Cooper asks, since Charlotte looks bothered by something.
"Nothing, Coop." She says, giving him a faint smile. Then she sits down next to Amelia, scooting closer to her so that she can whisper something to Amelia.
"Amy. Addict talk in the bathroom asap." She says, announcing to everyone that she needs to use the bathroom. After a while, Amelia joins her.
"Hey. What's the matter?" Amelia says with a worried voice.
"It's Y/n. She's clearly on something but she's denying it. She's not okay." Charlotte explains.
"I mean, are you sure?" Amelia asks.
"Yes Amelia. Her pupils take up almost her entire iris and she was itching her arms. I'm sure." Charlotte says.
"Well alright. What do you think, Oxy? Coke?" Amelia asks.
"I'm not sure. She's like a brick wall, won't budge." Charlotte says.
"Should we talk to her? Maybe I'll get something out of her." Amelia says and Amelia nods. They walk out of the bathroom and out of the bar.