'Change What Is To Come.'

Wishes.

I wish that my home wasn't like this, it's why i have never took my medication, I looked behind me, my parents, there not okay.

My eyelids lowered, i never faltered to keep a frowned expression upon me, I'm stupid, atleast i have my powers right?

Tears drifted as i pushed my back on my bedroom door.

"YOU SON OF A BASTARD, I HATE YOU! WHY DID I EVER MARRY YOU?"

"DON'T YOU DARE TRY TO HAVE AN ARGUMENT WITH ME NOW, I WORK THREE JOBS EVERYDAY TO MAKE SOMETHING OUT OF THIS SHITTY HOUSE."

I cried, my sober sounds were never heard.

"IT'S YOUR FAULT ANYWAYS OUR KIDS TURNED OUT LIKE THIS, ONE IS ALREADY ABROAD WITH HE'S STUDIES WHILE ONE OF THEM IS FUCKING SUFFERING FROM HE'S SCHIZOPHRENIC MIND, HE THINKS HE HAS SOME STUPID POWERS AND KEEPS GOING TO THAT GODDAMN SCHOOL THAT ALREADY HAS BEEN ABANDONED, AT 16 HE SHOULD ALREADY GET OUT OF THIS PHASE."

that hurt, I knew i had them, powers, I knew i had them, dad said i was strong.

I wish i had overdosed.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP, KUNIHARU, YOU KNOW DAMN WELL THAT NONE OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS LIKE YOURS, WE'RE ONLY MARRIED CUS OUR TEENAGE SELVES WERE TOO SMALL-MINDED, I WANNA FILE A DIVORCE."

"dont you dare, Kurumi, DON'T YOU DARE TRY MAKING A BAD ENOUGH LIFE FOR KUSUO, I KNOW DEEP DOWN YOU STILL WANNA SAVE HIM, SO DON'T YOU DARE."

at this point, just divorce...

I cried to myself as i heard a loud bang, a sound of a gun, my dad had shot her.

I swiftly opened the door and ran down, despite my sadness i wanted to save my mom.

"kusuo..!"

My dad had spoken, he's eyes widening when he sees me,

"don't save your mother."

Mom...

"DON'T YOU DARE KUSUO."

he screamed at me fiercely, I ran to her despite the loud voice.

Mommy...

My mother...

Mama...

Okasan...

Mom...

The person that birthed me...

I snatched her body away from my useless dad.

I wasn't the strongest, I know that.

I thought i was.

I carried her on my back, she was knocked out unconscious from the bullet, it went straight through her heart, i had to admit he's aim was... No. I can't. I hate to admit that.

I ran to the nearest hospital with tears dripping off my face, everyone around the street stared at me weirdly.

This is why i never wanna take the medication they gave me, the doctor's, I hate them, they try to fix me but they can't.

The door of the hospital, I knocked it open, but not literally, I went to the register in a hurry.

"please, please please save my mommy, please..."

I cried out, the nurse at the register immediately felt worried and bad, I could see it in her gaze, she hurried to call any free doctor there was and they helped my mom escort her to an empty hospital room.

I cried again.

I tried to chase after the doctor's that were holding my mom tightly, but as soon they entered the room they shut the door on me,

I fell down to my knees, crying pathetically against the room's door.

"mom... Mom... Mom..mom....."

The doctor's heard me cry at the other room, I don't think they cared about me with my pathetic saddened cries, yelling out mom for my mother to come back to me in just a matter of seconds.

I felt like how i was when i was a toddler.

Screaming and crying when my mommy wasn't there at all times, god how fucking pathetic and clingy i was back then.

I hated myself.

I cried,

The doors opened

My eyes were blinded by the sight of the light in the room and the doctor's came out with eyebrows furrowed, but not how they do when they're angry.

I didn't realized how many hours i cried, a surgeon ran past my body as if i didn't exist, I tried taking the opportunity to crawl in to see my mother.

The doctor pushed me back as if i was some stray dog and shut the door on me once more when the surgeon entered the room, i felt my heart tremble, my face ached and felt sore by how many hours i cried.

"mommy..."

Were my last words before i fell asleep as i fainted towards a deep sleep against the door.

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