Mnemosyne

Invisible [Prologue II] (Second Year)

She waved goodbye to her classmates from the bottom of the street and continued alone to the cluster of buildings where her house was located. It was Friday, finally.

She felt exhausted. Not physically, but emotionally. I mean, physically too, but not as much as emotionally. Her legs felt heavy, but her heart was feeling even heavier. What a suffocating week. 

Several trips to the doctor later, and successive hospitalizations over the years made that physical weakness something customary to her. Casual almost. She was breathing heavily. Each step felt like a different kind of torture. And the worst of all, no one could tell her if she is ever going to be perfectly recovered from all of that.

Would she ever be healthy?

All of that caused her an almost constant absence at school. Treatments, days she could barely get out of bed, leaving classes earlier because she felt dizzy, tired, exhausted. Was impossible for her to make real friends. She barely knew anyone in her class. It's not like they ignored her, but they simply had no time to create a bond with her. A real connection. It was not something that was allowed to her.

She had no idea what they liked to talk about. What kind of games they liked to play. She felt out of place. Constantly. Most of them had good intentions, they were good kids, and they cared about her. But time. Nothing pays for the time we spend creating something with someone. It is rarely spontaneous.

Time was cruel. And ironic. Hikari felt that no amount of time would be enough to heal that wound.

"I am home. "

She tried to sound as normal as she could.

"How was school, dear?" Asked her mother as she saw her cross the hallway.

"Great!" She faked a weak smile. "I just have a lot of homework to do. I am going to my room to do that." 

"I see. You must catch up the rest of the class. "

"I am trying my best..."

She went to the bedroom she still shared with her older brother and closed the door. She placed her backpack on her desk and sighed. Another day has passed, and no progress has been made. She took three steps back and fell back onto the bed.

Would it ever get better?

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"Hikari! I have a surprise for you!"

Taichi's voice sounded like an alarm clock to her.

She was at the dinner table finishing some schoolwork when he approached her. He came near her and stood by her side, irradiating confidence.

It was a sweet and warm Sunday morning, and she didn't expect her brother to wake up so early. He had football training on Saturday and usually rested until lunchtime on Sunday.

Today was not the case.

Taichi had woken up early and she had heard him on the phone with someone shortly after waking up. He wasn't exactly... careful with the noise he made or the tone of voice he used, so he ended up waking her up unintentionally.

"Guess who's coming to visit!"

She blinked. No idea, she thought. Taichi had so many friends that it was impossible to predict. School friends, football mates, neighbours... unlike her, he had unbelievable social skills.

"Sora?" She finally guessed. He love spending time with Sora, so it sounded like a plausible possibility.

"Oh, no, not Sora. Do you have a second guess?"