empty promises (jeongcheol)

good by is painful

Seongcheol stared at the word that say last letter I will give you before opening it

Letting go is harder than holding on, no matter how much it hurts having someone in your life is less hurting than not having them at all. Maybe that's why we always try to hold on the person we love even if they hurt us. They say you should let go the thing that continues to hurt you I wish I could. They say don't cry for the person who doesn't deserve your tear but saying is easier than doing. It is easy very easy to give a big speech but it is hard to follow when everything seems out of reach. Tons of advice lots of motivation but no one is interested in understanding. How could I let go of the thing that hold me together the only light I have not to get swallowed by the darkness the only comfort I have the only shoulder I can cry on the only person that was on my side through thick and thin but you didn't give me a choice. I would have forgiven you if you said that is a lie our time we spent is not build on a lie even if it is not true I wish you could have said it. I don't even know what I am trying to hold on when there is nothing but saying goodbye is also painful but within time I hope you will be nothing but merely a memory for me.
             Good bye seongcheol

He never saw after that day and even if it kills him with in the inside he wishes jeonghan will be able to heal and live the life he deserves and if he by any chance meet him in the future he will apologize even if it going to be too late because he knows jeonghan at least deserve that much