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Untitled Part 9

Toya pov

I sat at the bar as I drank my bourbon. Tomura put Yn into the spare bedroom. I wanted to check on her so badly but after I saw her that day in the alleyway. When I saw how much pain I caused her and when I heard the news about our child I made a vow to myself to stay away from her. After what I did I didn't deserve to go back to her. But I kept an eye on her the last couple years making sure she was safe. I saw her get consumed by the thirst that runs inside her. All the lives she took. Each time i saw her touch a stranger at the club my heart boiled. It was so hard for me to just sit there and watch. She became someone I didn't recongize. As much as I wanted to take her away from all of it I wouldn't let myself. I was the cause of her downfall her change. I didn't deserve to feel her warmth again to be anywhere near her. So instead I just sat back and watched in the shadows of the nightclub. But now She's here just a few rooms down from me. My heart sunk when I saw her on the armored vechicle. I didn't realize she was missing I was a bit busy with the league the last few months or so I haven't gotten a chance to check up on her. I was sick with rage when I realized she was the one we were rescuing. Flashes went through me of the day we first met. The memories she showed me when she was experimented on. The thought that she went through that again pisses me off. Before i knew it my glass of bourbon broke in my hand. I sighed. Damnit. My blood squirted out as I pulled the piece of glass out of my hand. Kurogiri:" Dabi are you alright?" I sighed as he gave me a rag. I wrapped it around my hand. Dabi:" I'm fine just tired." Kurogiri:" Does our guest make you uneasy?" Nothing ever gets past this guy. I dont know what the deal is with Shigaraki and him. It's like he's his caregiver. He's always there to calm him down when he's about to do something stupid. It's like hes a licensed therapist. Dabi:" I'm just annoyed I feel like we're gonna be on babysitting duty. Is all." Kurogiri:" Are you sure that's all? You seem a bit too angry for that to be the reason." Dabi:" Yes I'm good." Kurogiri:" Well if you change your mind I'm not just here for Tomura I'm here for all of you." I was pissed I vowed to stay away from her. But now i dont really have a choice it'll be broken. I hoped to god that she doesn't recongize me. I know I'm being a coward but I dont give a shit. I want her to remember me as I was once before. Not just my looks but who I use to be. Also I don't know how the hell I can even face her after causing her so much pain. If she doesn't recongize me I techniqually won't be facing her. It'll be Dabi not Toya.

Shoto pov

My arms were wrapped around Yn2 as she sobbed into my chest. I was so overwhelmed. Finding out that she was right all along that she wasn't Yn. Her memory rang through my head of the lab that her and Yn were in. Yn2 reaching out for Yn. Yn2 felt such a longing for her like a child would for their parent. But the look Yn gave back was a mix of terror and anger. Why would Yn look at her sister like that? What was being done to them in that lab? I remember once Toya told me that he saw the same memory but from Yn's pov. But when he asked her about her sister Yn shut down. Not only did she not remember having a sister but it was almost as if Toya asking that question unlocked a traumatic memory inside Yn something she suppressed. So Toya never mentioned it again to her. The other thing that I was overwhelmed with was the feelings that I've been having for Yn2 the last year. The feelings that I have ignored kept bottled up. Because I felt like I was betraying Toya. But now feeling her feelings along with mine they've been amplified. Yn2 said in between her sobs. Yn2:" Im just so scared of being alone again. I don't want to lose you." I slightly pulled away from her so i could look into her eyes. I cupped her cheeks her sad beautiful eyes stared into mine. At first when we brought her home I truly believed these eyes were Yn staring back at me. But once I accepted that Yn's memories may never return there were moments where I truly believed that she was someone else. Her mannerisms were different. The way she spoke was different. The energy that she gave off it wasn't the same as Yn's. Her energy was warmer, more bright more innocent. The moments where I started to let that consume me I was hit by the harsh reality that she could still be Yn. Then I would make myself forget any feelings i was having in those moments. But now that I've seen that memory of Yn2 reaching out for Yn and Yn staring back at her. Now i know for sure that this isn't Yn. She is someone else. I don't have to feel guilty anymore. Shoto:" Yn2 your not alone. I promise you won't lose me. I want you in my life. " I started to get lost in her eyes. I caressed her cheek with my thumb. I can let this consume me. I slowly pressed my lips on hers.