Frat baby

Chapter 17

Ollie's pov:

I grab teddy off the crib and walk back towards the room when I stop releasing another large pee likely from the bottles. My diaper now feels incredibly squishy, I though while I poked it, it felt warm around my crotch but the rest of be started to feel cool. I wonder if Mason would change me and let me get my pjs on for the movie, I glanced at his digital clock, it's 7:30, not too early I suppose. It's not like I have any party's to go to, I feel guilty for Mason having to stay in with me when he likely would prefer to be out drinking with his buddy's.

Since daddy still wasn't back yet I wondered with teddy still held to my stomach and my paci bobbing between my lips I waddled back into the nursery deciding to make myself useful and grab out my footsie jammies and a night diaper. I can't believe im willingly laying this out for myself to wear to bed but honestly it means less time I'm laying on the table as he gets organised.

I heard the bedroom door open making me waddle out of the nursery. I had to hold one side of my diaper to stop it sagging down. As infantile as the onsies are they keep the diaper on much better, I wonder if I can always keep one on under my clothes?

Mason came in wearing a big smile when he seen me, as he held a packed tray. "Good boy, you come and eat your toastie while it's still hot munchiken" he said with a smile, my ears burning with embarrassment but a smile formed hidden by my paci at the pet names, munchiken and being told I'm a good boy. Daddy placed the tray on a rug on the floor and I seen the steaming hot toasties making my mouth salivate.

Before sitting down I spoke up. "Um daddy?" I asked shyly.
"Yes darling?" He said kneeling down infront of the tray glancing up at me.
"Um I'm weally" I spit my paci out "wet" I said hauling up the diaper with my right hand while continuing to hold teddy with my left.
"That's okay darling, can daddy change you after you eat? Do you need to do another pee?" He asked and I shook my head.
"Ye okay I'm, I'm sorry for asking" I said quickly kneeling down onto the squelching diaper behind.
"No baby down apologies your allowed to ask, I think it just be easier to change you after dinner incase you spill anything, and to eat your toastie warm. Tuck in, oh here's your bib" he said and I nodded picking up my first slice taking a bite. "Mmmmhhhmmm" I moaned after the flavours tickled each of my tastes buds.
"Good boy" he said as I continued to eat and there I go again blushing.

"Okay darling let's get you change and wipe that face of yours" daddy said pulling me to my feet and lead me to the nursery still holding his hand.
"Did you get your jammies and diaper out for bedtime Ollie?" Daddy said with a big smile. I blushed looking down and nodded. "What a clever boy, helping daddy out, that was very mature of you Ollie" he said giving my back a gentle rub before walking infront of me lifting me to sit on the cooling soggy diaper.

As I lay back daddy pulled at my shorts off leaving my bottom half in just the soggy diaper. "Wow you weren't kidding when you said you were really wet, I'm surprised we havnt sprung a leak.
"Um daddy?"
"Yes darling" he asked as he pulled the tapes open pausing to let me speak.
"Um could I maybe um wear onsie under all my clothes? Please?" He looked at me confused.
"How come pumpkin?"
"It saggy and feels like falling down when really wet and onsies keep it up on me" I said avoiding eye contact as I fiddled with teddy in my arms as I'm being wiped down.
"Oh I didn't even think of that, absolutely baby we can do that!" I glanced at his gentle eyes and gave a slight smile before averting my eyes back to teddy.
"You want to wear onsie with your footsie?" He said holding up a blue ones that said 'daddy's good boy' in the centre of the chest and I nodded letting him put it on me before he pulled on a space footsie snapping me in attaching my paci before lifting me unexpectedly into his arms, as I wrapped my arms and legs around him.
"Are you upset you couldn't go out tonight?" I asked as he walked us back to his room.
"No darling, I'm perfectly content spending time with you instead of going out" Mason said and was he now blushing?
"Thank you daddy" I wrapped my arms tighter around him in a half hug.

Placed on the bed I'm handed a milk bottle as I start drinking it down as daddy set up his laptop. "What movie shall we watch, how about despicable me?" I nodded, dribbling milk out the the side of my mouth, which Mason quicked wiped with my bib he had placed on me.

With the laptop set up on his left he pulled me into his side on his right as I held teddy finishing my bottle handing it to him before I pop my paci between my lips to suck on. "Do you think when your finished with all of this Ollie that you'd like to keep your paci" daddy asked and I quickly looked up at him pulling out my paci shocked. "WHAT NO! WHY would I do THAT!" I said loudly. "Excuse me Ollie, you don't shout at daddy, I just asked because you seem to really like it? I'm not judging you, I think it's cute you like it."
Daddy said. What the hell? He thinks I enjoy this baby item? I ignore the lingering thoughts in the back of my head about actually enjoying the paci and bottles. "I don't like any of this!!" I said adamantly.
"Mmhmm, I think you know that's partially a lie Ollie, but that's okay, I'll let you come to terms with it on your own. But for the record? I'm enjoying caring for you and spending time with you, seeing as I want us to be truthful" daddy said with a blush across his cheeks and nose. He silently stroked me as I registered what he said. He's enjoying this?

"You're enjoying making me miserable?" I said sadly.
"Are you really that miserable and sad about this Ollie?" Daddy asked and I glanced down at teddy in I'm hands rubbing my hands over his fluffy body.
Am I miserable?
Only when I'm embarrassed out in public where other people can see me, judge me, talk about me.
Am i really that upset about missing boozy parties every night and hangovers? Or am i only upset about it because it's the reaction I'm supposed to have?
I know I'm lying through my teeth about enjoying the paci. And the diapers and clothes? I wince at myself for actually thinking that I don't really hate them, I just hate being seen In them, because well, an 18 year old should hate them, but I don't think I do? I notice a trend that I only mind this stuff when it's on display for everyone to see, I don't actually feel miserable when it's just me and Mason doing this.
the attention and affection I've got from Mason during a break down is a far cry from how my dad has treated me. 'Panic attacks? Be a man about it Oliver for god sake you're acting like a cry baby sissy, pull your self together or go to your fucking room' dad would say to me during one of my 'episodes' as he called them.

"Ollie darling as you really miserable?" Daddy asked again as I glanced up at his studying eyes. How can I tell him all that without sounding like I'm fucking crazy? Or worse what if he then relays on all of this to the other brothers and pledges,
"Ollie darling can you answer me?" He said again stroking my leg as I felt tears rim my eyes and my lip tremble, I barely got my arms up reaching out for a hug before Mason quickly pulled me into his embrace. "Shhhhh baby you're okay, I think I know how you feel and it'll be a secret between us, I'll be here to listen when you feel up to expressing your feelings bout it all" he said wiping my eyes as I looked stunned at him, he held the paci up to my lips.
"Good boy you have your paci and we'll keep watching the minions, yea?" Daddy said with a smile and I nodded leaning into his chest with a sigh before settling into a rhythmic suckling on my paci. Ye I think I'll struggle to forget about my paci when all this finishes, I think with a blush.

(Let me know your thoughts or what you'd like to see happen with Ollie 💙)