Chapter 46

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Spencer:

I rocked back and forth crying trying to sooth myself since the paci was doing little to help. I could barely see Ellie due to the darkness but her familiar worn fur settled firmly in my grasps, she was probably scared too, we both don't like the dark.

I'm not sure how much time had passed, I didn't have my phone, not that little me was very good at telling the time, that and shoelaces always had me stumped. I heard a deep male voice call for me out in the distance, Mason. Why is he trying to find me? Then I heard another one a bit closer, "Spencer? Are you back here?" I heard footsteps pass the shed as I hold my breath from a sob.
The footsteps were coming back past when the handle of the shed door rattled and I quivered, glancing around but unable to see a better hiding spot.

Even light filtered in as the door was pulled open and a large silhouette stood in the doorway, "oh Spencer" he exclaimed as he crouched down in front of me, it was Sean. He cant know what I've done he'll tell Eric and he'll be even more annoyed they I hid. "Go wayy" I lisp out my brain still fuzzy.
"Shhh you're okay, how about we go back inside, you gave everyone a fright" Sean coaxed but I shook my head trying scoot the bucket away from him.
"What's the matter chicken?" Sean asked when I had scooted as far as I could get in the small space. "Away pease" I begged again, "Spencer did you have an accident?" He said as he crouch stroking my leg. A sob wrenched out of me as I nodded knowingly he probably could smell it.

"I can't imagine that's comfortable to sit in too long, I think it would be good to go in and get changed" he said still holding the same position.
I shook my head spitting out the pack "then ewic would know I messy an an he be maaaddddd" I raise Ellie to my face letting her fur soak up my tears.
"Oh darling, you poor thing. Shhh are you in little space right now sweetie?" Sean asked and I froze lowering Ellie. "No I big boy!" I protested still crying, "remember big boys don't lie!" He said stroking my leg. I glanced at the door and then began crying hard again. I felt hands snake under mine hauling me up as Sean stood pulling me into his grasp. My legs instinctively wrapped around his hips as I burrowed my head into his neck as I cried hard. "Shhhh little one, you're okay, you're safe. I know it's very scary right now, but you're being such a brave boy". He swayed me back and forth, I've never been seen in little space before let alone carried, it makes me both scared and warm at the same time. "Shall we get you changed little one" Sean cooed as he stroked don't my back, "don tell ewic, pease he be angy wiv meee" I cry into his neck.
"He won't darlin I promise" he said as I'm walked out of the shed out and around the front of the house. "Down pease! Down!" I protested, my voice was still coming out in a lisp despite me not having my paci in, now Sean is going to see me as a pathetic freak being a little, soon the whole house will know and I'll be voted out and all this will be for nothing! I'll be back to being a broke freak outcast when my dad finds out and cuts my money.
"Wan go home!" I protested still into his neck as I heard a voice and two face footsteps approaching.

"Omg you found him! Where was he?" Eric's voice came out, panicked?
I felt a hand stroke down my back making me flinch, he's going to find out!
"Oh buddy, come in with daddy well get you freshened up." Eric said and I shook my head crying still. "Not be angy wiv me, I no mean do it pease! No be madddd!" I beg trying to get impossibly close to Sean.
"Spency petal, daddy will never be mad at you for using your diaper, you were a good boy" he voiced and I peaked out to see his face, he's surly lying and then as soon as I go to him he'll be mad.
"No" I whisper out.
"Come on, I bet that's not comfortable, how about we get you cleaned up and have a nice little bubble bath?" Eric said again bending to catch my gaze with a smile. "Pomis no mad?"
"I pinky promise darlin" I peak out more and he's smiling holding out his arm for me to take and I transfer to him, burrowing my head in his neck, he smells like a warm cosy fire and hot chocolate. I really hope he doesn't break his pinky promise.

Eric's pov:

"Daddyyyyy, Spencer ran away!" I heard Ollie shout from the living room making me come runny in. "What Happened Ollie?" I asked looking around, "he ran out the front door, he didn't want you be mad at him he had to poop" Ollie said and I looked towards the front door, he though I'd be mad at him for doing that? I quickly inform Mason and Sean running out spreading out around the street looking for a hint of where he'd go.

I felt like it was ages before I heard crying coming from around the corner of the house, I was perplexed when I seen Spencer being carried by Sean. I stroked down his back when I smelt his diaper, the poor thing, I said I'd clean him up and he says "Not be angy wiv me, I no mean do it pease! No be madddd!" He's lisping but no paci in his mouth, I looked confused to Sean and Mason, "he's a little" Sean mouths and my heard crack for him, he must feel so overwhelmed, I havnt made things easy for him. I can't believe this but right now I need to try gain back his trust. I promise him I'm not mad and suggest a bath. I make a pinky promise as I pull him into my grasp walking him back into the house.

"Shhh you're being such a good boy spency, I know this is all very scary, I'm sure Ellie was scared too and you kept her safe" I said as I carried him up the stairs and into my room, I bend placing him onto the changing mat before kneeling in front of him. "Ellie n me no like dawk, so keep each othew safe"  i smile at him, he's very cute and his soft speech is adorable. "Oh well it's good that you and your best friend was there together wasn't it, lift your bottom darlin" I coach as I pulled off his overalls. "I sowwy!" He started to seem panicked again. "Hey hey hey, shh daddy's got you, I'll get you all cleaned, tell me your favourite colour Spencer?" I said with a smile for him not to think I'm mad, I decided to use distraction.
"I weally like geen?"  He said glancing down at the green onsie.
"Ohh daddy did a good job picking huh! Why is green your favourite?"
"Cause Ellie live in geen fowest!" He exclaimed as I folded open his diaper, I love his reasoning for picking green.
"That's very smart baby" I cood as I began to clean him, he's the last person I expected to be little, but I see how it makes sense.

"Squeaky clean darlin" I tickled his bare tummy, "let's get you in a little bubble bath" I coax as I bring a towel over wrapping it around his waist to bring him into my bathroom I share with one other guy. I fill the tub and let him step in and lower himself down after placing Ellie on the closed toilet seat cover.
"That cosy?" I asked taking a flannel and began washing him down.
"Why you be nice wiv me now? You be mean when I go big?" He asked as he splashed his hands down in the bubbles not looking at me. God Eric you're a real asshole. "No darlin, daddy won't be mean to big or little spency, I'm sorry for making you feel like that." I finish washing him up. "It otay daddy, I deseve be mean to" he said, that's the first time he's probably called me daddy and I love it, but I don't love what he followed saying.
"You don't deserve people to be mean to you baby" I stand him up taking him out of the bath.
"I not wan people no i little, they make fun me and I pathetic and weirdo and no one wan me, an you my fiwst daddy and not like me" he finished before he began crying again. I break at that comment. I wrap the towel around him carrying him into my room sitting him on my lap. "Your not a weirdo, I think more people are little then you think, and I'm so sorry I ruined your first experience of having a daddy, I feel so terrible about it, I promise I'll make it up to you spency" he cried into my shoulder as i rocked him back and forth.

After he calmed I placed him on the changing mat and place a bedtime diaper on him and a two piece Winnie the poo long jammies set. I attach a paci to him letting it dangle since I don't want to mute him. "Are you hungry darling?" I asked pulling him to sit hand him Ellie, as if on Que his tummy growled, "I guess the tummy monster has spoken!" I said poking it making him lightly giggle, a sound I want to keep hearing.
"No wan go down, they make fun me, an can't shake little fuzzy!" He said biting at his thumb.
"They won't baby but if it makes you feel more comfortable I'll bring out dinner up here for tonight"
"Tank you daddy" he said shyly.

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