I'm not scared of you (Logan, Fluff)

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We were laying on our bed, sleeping, it was around three in the morning when I suddenly woke up cause Logan was having a nightmare, it wasn't occasionally, he often had nightmares.

He was breathing heavily, saying things that I couldn't understand, he was sweating, so I decided to shake him a bit. "Lo? Logan." I said shaking his body, but he wouldn't woke up, so I sat next to to him and I called him a few times and suddenly he woke up and before I could notice his claws were out, just a inch away from my stomach, and my breath itched.

"Fuck Y/n." He said backing up nervously, reatracting his claws. "I am so so sorry Y/n." He said passing a hand through his hair breathing heavily.

He immediately gets up looking for his clothes. "Hey hey Lo, it's alright, you didn't hurt me, I'm perfectly fine." I said sitting straight while he putted a shirt on, along with his jeans. "Logan where are you going?" I said getting up. "Don't Y/n, I-I think it's better if I sleep in another room, you're scared of me. I am scared of me." He said speaking fast, avoiding eye contact.

"Logan I am not scared of you." I said putting a hand on his cheek, but he pulled away quickly. "You are, your hair shows it, they're purple." He said pointing to my hair. Fuck my hair. That was my power, my hair ends changes color depending on my emotions, it was inevitable, I've tried everything, but I couldn't dye it, it's like drawing with a white pencil on a white piece of paper. Great power right?

"It's just cause it happened quickly Lo." I admitted. It was true, I wasn't afraid of him. "The worst could have happened." He said chanting every word. "I am dangerous, a little nightmare and I could kill you Y/n, let's face the truth." He said sighing. "But please Logan don't go." I said shaking my head. "You don't understand what I am capable of when I- when I-... I am just like this Y/n. I am a monster. Mine's not a fucking throwing fire balls, changing hair color or be an ice boy." He said referring to all our powers. "I'll never die Y/n I'll watch all of you die. That's what I dream all nights. I'll have to suffer forever, I can't feel real pain, just mental pain, which is way worse. But I can't put you in danger when I can't control these fucking knives!" He yelled, and I felt like crying, tears were forming in my eyes. My hair turned instantly blue, he was suffering, so much, and I couldn't do anything, he was afraid of hurting people, people who loved... Me.

"It's the best if I stay alone for now." He said storming off the room, and I started crying silently.

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After one hour of thinking I decided that I couldn't leave him alone, I couldn't let him suffer alone.

We were together for a few months, he was still very insecure about his power with me, and honestly I wasn't too worried, I mean, a few times he did scare me, but I know that he wouldn't do that on purpose.

I left my room, looking for Logan. I knew exactly where he was. There was a room, on the third floor, it was the room where we first kissed, it was special cause it had a big balcony, and everything was just magical.

I entered the room tiptoeing and I saw his figure leaning on the railing, smoke around him.

I approached him quickly, and he turned around, as if he knew I was there. "Logan." I whispered getting closer. "I am sorry." He said looking at the floor. "I'm sorry if I'm a mess." He admitted whispering. "Look Logan, I know some people are scared of you, and I know what happened with some of your past girlfriends, but I am like you." I said. "And don't say it's not the same, cause I know. My hair changes color, and I'm just good at fighting, it's a shit power, but I know what's like to be different, and you don't have to be ashamed or scared Lo." I said cupping his cheeck. "Logan look at me." He raised his gaze, I could see sadness in those beautiful eyes, my poor baby.

"I know you would never hurt me." I said softly, but I know he didn't believed me, so I picked his hands, and I closed them in tight fists, and I placed them on my waist. "See... No hair change." I said looking at him, while his hands were pressed on my sides, in the deadly position.

"I know you're scared, but you have to keep that thought away." I said nodding with my head. He still hasn't said nothing, but I could see that he was calming down. "Kiss me." I said on his lips. And when I pressed them onto his he didn't move them at first, but after a few seconds he kissed me slowly.

The kiss wasn't filled with desire, but with love.

When we both pulled away he embraced me, and I felt my whole body relax, like it was the end of a storm. "I'm sorry for snapping at you before, I'm really sorry." He said kissing my head. "You don't have to be sorry." I answered closing my eyes, melting myself into his chest.

"We should go back to bed." I said smiling. "Yeah we should."

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