Hey, I miss you every day Luca I think about you a lot and what I'd say if you came back I guess I probably should have been honest about how I really felt about you because the truth is I really loved you everything about you and it hurts so much that you left that's nothing new though I just hope our paths meet once more if they were meant to I remember everything you've ever told me God I can't even listen to the smiths because it reminds me of how much I cared for you how long I'd wait to talk to you. You were so beautiful and important to me and I still think of you. I forgot your face a little. But those beautiful brown eyes and your curly hair. And the way you were beautiful like the night sky or poetry god Luca you were someone who deserved the most beautiful heart-wrenching poetry I believe that you were an angel much more perfect than me my God boy the way you made me feel is something I had never felt before and even months later I'm still crying on the floor. Because the idea of you was the most perfect thing to me I miss when you were someone to me.