మన మధ్య (In Between Us)

63 A long rainy night, iron vine and insect in between them🙈

Anirudh and Bondita while coming back from Manikyala Rao house both were completely silent to eachother

Anirudh couldn't initiate to speak because he was Angry on himself and on her too . He was angry on himself unable to do anything for Bondita when everyone in Sangeeta aunty family are revoking on her

And that reason is making him feel angry on Bondita too - if she had informed him earlier of this kind of matter is happening and she is going to involve in others matters he would have done something for her friend without anyone pointing finger on her but no she didn't give him a chance and wanted to take the adventure all by herself. .

What if Bondita get into any trouble there..sujana also didn't speak for sometime in middle ..what if sujana got scared of facing their wrath and turn tables and accuse that whatever Bondita is telling is a lie she will marry their boy. Or what if that groom didn't admit the truth and came all alone to marry sujana and he too throw complete allegations on Deepika's cousin. Then what would have happened. Everyone might have bursted on this crazy and naive girl Bondita . Did she think of it ? No ..did she think to ask him once before taking such adventure? Definitely no ...

And on top of that Her confession among all is echoing in his head continuously that if anyone forced her for marriage she would not have get into others words and her words are smothering him pushing him into pit of guilty and his inner voice is reprimanding him that is it fair and justified to give promise to Prashant and Sangeeta without asking her

Here other side Bondita was stucked up in her own guilty feeling for sometime and couldn't say a word to him throughout their way till they came back

on top of all this the first night fiasco and the statements given by sujana and Deepika and also the elder women words - even though they didn't give any clear information but they told in their talks that apart from the white saree new bride wear and go inside room they should also keep another saree and in olden days and they don't have attached washroom to the bedroom and the maid used to wash separately hiding stains and they giggled secretly and also lovingly

From that minute onwards one doubt is eating her head ..

She is very sure that husband will also be there in room because she had seen in movies here and there despite of her mother used to scold not to watch such kind of movies and they used to be very close ..hug and share kisses and sing songs .

But is there more than what they show in movies ?

AND how will wife change clothes there when no washroom is there ? Will husband close his eyes then ? Will all husbands do that ? Are all husbands really gentle and had values ?

And what kind of stains the elder women are talking about?

All these doubts are eating her head and by Seeing all this she came to conclusion that whatever sujana told is also true - marriage is a biggest change in anyone's life and especially girl have to leave everyone and go to new home and on top of that this first night fiasco...her mind became ambiguous and heavy and also fearful by listening all these talks

She leaned on his shoulder and he held her mechanically but didn't ask or say anything and glared at her angrily and out of disappointment too

She felt sad and hung her head and pulled out herself from his shoulder and looking at other side of auto and trying to decode the puzzle with the knowledge and exposure she had

But one thing is clear - this marriage system and rules looks like very challenging and life changing...and looked at her bava

He is looking outside very seriously and fuming with anger ..