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WIK
"Are you sure?" It feels like a small win that Non finally wants to tell him what happened but at the same time if Non has agreed to tell him just because he feels that Wik forced him then this is pointless and Wik doesn't want to know. He rather waits for Non to tell him because he wants to tell him.
Non tilts his head a little, looking right at Wik, "you've been nagging at me to tell you nonstop, and now when I've decided to tell you, you are suddenly all careful asking me if I'm sure? Yes, I am sure, you... puppy!"
"Aww... puppy? That's so sweet of you, little diamond," Wik smirks. "But seriously, Non... you don't have to tell me if you aren't ready—"
"My ex, who I thought loved me as much as I loved him, used my body to add another body to his body count and then humiliated me in front of all his friends," Non smiles sadly at Wik. "It's a sweet little story, so get comfortable and listen."
Well, there's one thing Wik knows for sure—he sure as hell isn't going to be comfortable. Wik would like to have a chat with that ex of Non's. Breaking some bones... cutting off that tiny dick... murder... the usual...
"His name was Jin," Non starts quietly. "I was seventeen. He was nineteen when we first met. He has become my friend first. He was so nice and sweet. He pretended to put me first in everything. He was so patient with me, you know? Once we became more than friends, he took me on so many dates. He even waited not till the third date, but the fifth to kiss me for the first time. He was my first boyfriend... everything I did with him, I did for the first time. And he knew that," Non looks down at his lap, "he also knew how naive I was. Maybe it was all my fault. Maybe I made a naive mistake... I should have never fallen in love with him. But silly, little naive me did. Almost a year into our relationship, he finally said he loved me," Non scoffs, "that was what I always wanted. I wanted to be in love and be loved in return. Just to have a happy relationship. I don't think that's too much to be asking for, is it?"
"Of course, it isn't, Non," Wik says gently, honestly... "Everyone deserves to have a loving relationship. You are not wrong for wanting that. You—"
"Well, according to Jin, I was prude and naive for wanting that... old fashioned. After all, these days everyone just fucks around and that's it, right?"
"No," Wik shakes his head. This is not right at all. Non shouldn't blame himself for wanting the sex with his boyfriend to mean something more than just a mindless fuck. Wik feels like he has to say something, so he does. "Everything that bastard told you is wrong. Sex is the most intimate thing people can go through together. Every single person is entitled to think about it the way they want. Some can see it as just fun to pass the time. Having one-night stands here and there and never thinking about that again. Some see it as the kind of intimacy that should be shared only between people who love each other. Some see it as disgusting, others as a form of art. It's bullshit to judge someone for how they view sex and when and how they want to do it. And I believe in one thing—sex and what happens during it should stay only between the people involved in it."
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TWIN FLAMES ☆ KIMCHAY/WIKNON AU
FanfictionThe Kittisawat twins Chay & Non vs. The Theerapanyakul twins Kim & Wik Enemies? Friends? Lovers? Things are about to get messy at the Kittisawat University...