Love In Memory's Wake

Chapter 36

Hana had a hard time waking Noah up. He's not usually like that but for some reason, he did not want to get up. It took them a long time of forcing and nagging before he listened.

Noah laid on the sofa while waiting for Hana to finish heating up the food he cooked earlier. He was thinking of sleeping again but hearing the loud banging of utensils because of an inexperienced cook made him want to watch. Noah sat up and decided to watch her move around his small kitchen. He couldn't help but smile at the sight. She's trying so hard to figure out how to use his stuff, it's funny.

Hana turned to see if he was sleeping again but caught him smiling while watching her. She raised a brow and asked, "What?"

He shook his head, "Need help?"

"No." She answered before looking at the stove and turning whatever she could.

"Are you sure?" He asked. "You look struggling to me."

"Shut up." She snapped as she tried to open it again. After a few more turns, it opened. "Finally!" She yelled before putting the pot on the fire.

Noah chuckled at her adorable reaction. "Congratulations. You finally opened the stove after 30 minutes."

"How about helping me make the table instead of making fun of me, you freeloader?"

"You said you don't want help?"

"I'm gonna burn your house down."

Noah burst into laughter as he stood up. He started walking towards her, staring at her figure with her back on him. "Don't do that..." He said, holding onto the counter, trapping her in between his arms. He leaned down until his mouth was just a few inches away from her ears, "I wouldn't want you to get hurt..."

Hana's ears immediately went red. She turned her head to move away from him but Noah saw the way she blushed so he gently held her jaw and pushed it back to face him.

Noah's smirk fell when his eyes darted down to her lips. He did not say nor do anything. His desires obviously starting to take over his entire being.

Hana stared back. Looking for any signs of reaction she could read to know what he was thinking of.

Before she could even find any, Noah leaned down, closed his eyes, and pressed his forehead against hers. It was obvious he's restraining himself over something. "Hana..." He murmured her name.

"What?"

Slowly, Noah opened his eyes and it landed back to her lips. He lifted one hand to brush his thumb against her lower lip, "Can I kiss you?"

Hana did not have to think about it long and hard. She nodded, giving him permission immediately.

He pushed her lower lip down before he leaned in and kissed her. His lips against hers was passionate and intense. It was like he was impatient, his hands grasping onto her hips as if to pin her down the counter. Not wanting to let her go. He moved his body, pressing against Hana harder while his mouth moved more desperately.

Hana could feel his tongue tracing her lips, asking for permission to enter.

A low pleased sound escaped from his throat when she opened her mouth. His tongue greedily entered, wasting no time to explore and taste her. His hand left her hip to hold her chin and angled it so he could kiss her deeper and harder.

Hana's head was starting to become hazy. The kiss feels too good to just let it be a kiss. She wants more. Her body craves more.

"Noah..." She called him when he started kissing her neck.

"Mhm..." He answered, "I won't leave marks... I promise." He said, continuing to kiss her neck again.

"No." She held onto his shoulders, "It's not about that..."

He looked up to her, confused. "Then?" He asked while his fingers rubbed her sides.

She bit her lip, losing focus because of his touch.

"What is it?" He asked, burying his face onto the crook of her neck.

"I'm..."

"Hm?"

Hana bit her lip once again. It's harder to speak when he makes those sounds and breathes on her neck.

"You're... what?" He asked while his hands made their way to her back. Caressing and tracing her spine. Teasing her.

Hana felt something within her snap. She reached for the stove and turned it off. Not wanting anything to do with eating anymore.

Noah gave her a look, confused as to why she did that. "Aren't we eating...?" He asked her.

"Come here." Hana pulled his hand and led him to the couch. She then pushed Noah down before she sat on top of his lap.

His hands automatically wrapped around her waist to hold her steady. The corner of his lips curled up to the realization of her actions, "Oh, you're eating me instead?" He teased.

Hana could feel her cheeks heat up because of his words. "You don't want to?"

He chuckled before he pulled her closer for a hug. "No complaints, Miss," He said. "None at all..." He added before planting an open mouthed kiss on the exposed skin of her chest.

It was as if the time had skipped and their bodies moved on their own. Hana does not even remember how her clothes were taken off or where they are.

Noah continued to ravage her neck while his fingers moved inside her. At first it was slow and steady but as time went by, as her moans got louder, he started moving faster.

Hana's losing her mind to the pleasure. His fingers are long, reaching and stretching parts of her only he knew how to make her feel good about. His other hand held her thigh and lifted it up on top of the couch as he pushed his fingers deeper.

"Hngh!" She gripped onto his hair while her head was on his shoulder.

His eyes widened. He immediately slowed down, "Does it hurt?" He asked. His voice was worried and soft. Scared he might have hurt her.

Hana shook her head, "No, I'm okay..." She confirmed. "It... feels good."

"Ahh.... Seriously? You scared me." He bit his lip before taking his fingers out and laying her down the couch. He positioned himself in between her legs and he started stroking himself. "Stop being so sexy, damn it."

Hana could feel herself soaking and throbbing but she doesn't hurry. She took her time watching his hand move on his own body.

Noah's eyes never left her body. His thumb pressing, sliding up and down her slit. Still trying to make her feel good while touching himself. "Haah... Ahh..." He moaned as he picked up the pace. He used the same thumb to open her before he slowly pushed the tip in.

Hana held onto the cushion as she felt herself stretched. She could still remember the same pain she felt before. It might not be as painful anymore but it still hurts.

"Relax, Hana..." He said, raising her legs up to his waist. "You're too tight, Angel..."

Hana took a deep breath. Trying to relax as much as she could but no matter how much she tried and spread her legs wider, it still felt like her insides were being torn apart.

Noah grew worried seeing tears in her eyes, "Hey, I'll just pull out. I don't think you're ready yet—"

"No!" She pulled him back, "I'm okay!"

Noah caressed her cheek, wiping the tears from her eyes.  "You're clearly not," He said. "If only you could see your face, you'd pity yourself."

"You're just too big! I'm okay!"

Noah scoffed at her unexpected outburst. "Fine, fine. Don't get mad."

She turned her head with a pout on her lips, "I already took it before, it's nothing I can't do again..."

He smiled and nodded. "Right..." He reached for her chin and made her face him again, "How about you go on top?"