Love In Memory's Wake

Chapter 29

"Come here," Noah said, husky and low.

When she did, he leaned close and started kissing her again. Now, slow and passionate. He's taking his time and trying to be as gentle as he could.

Noah gripped onto her waist tighter. Pulling her as close as he could but no matter how pressed their bodies are with each other, it still doesn't feel enough.

Hana cupped his cheeks, enjoying herself so much kissing him. Her soft moans whenever Noah would lick and suck on her lower lip shows just how much she likes it.

They parted their mouths to breathe. Hana had never been kissed this good before and Noah never thought he'd hate breathing so much as he does now that he had to stop kissing her just to do it.

Hana's head was pressed against his chest while her breathing slowly becomes normal. She's been feeling it rub against her since earlier but now that she's looking down, only she saw what it really was.

"Noah," she called him.

"Hm?"

She looked up to meet his gaze, "You're..." She pointed down on his pants.

His eyes followed her finger and saw his arousal. He chuckled before looking at her again, "Yeah, I'm hard."

Her face went bright red. She swallowed and seemed troubled.

Noah smiled and tucked a few loose hair behind her ear, "It's okay. I'll handle it." He slipped her off his lap and stood up to go to the bathroom. "I'll be right back, okay? You should go to your bed and sleep."

Before he could take a step, Hana held his wrist and stopped him.

He turned to look at her with his brows raised, "What is it?" He asked her.

She can't help but glance at the bulge on his pants. It's way too obvious for her to ignore but still, she tried her best to look away from it. "I-I feel bad letting you handle it alone... when I caused your discomfort..."

He chuckled before bending down to match the height of her head, "Do you even know what to do to ease it?"

Her eyes widened as she felt her face heat up. She opened her mouth to speak but stuttered instead,  "I-I... I—"

He laughed at her before ruffling her hair. "It's okay, Angel. I'm already happy enough to kiss you."

His eyes went down to her lips and she could feel the amount of desire flowing on him with his gaze. He reached and brushed his thumb on her lower lip. He stared at it and swallowed before speaking, "If we do more... I might die." He then stood straight to continue going to the bathroom.

"A-Are you sure?" She asked. "I... I learn quick so you can just..."

"Hana." Noah called her name without looking back.

"Yes?"

"What do you really want?" He asked her. "We talked about kissing so we kissed... but what you're suggesting now is completely different. You know that, right?"

She swallowed and looked down, "I know..."

Noah sighed, "Tell me."

Her gaze went back up to his back.

"Is it really just kissing you want from me?"

Hana started thinking about what she truly wanted. She thought about his question but is faced with so many uncertainties.

"I-I don't know..."

She heard him sigh again before he walked back in front of her. "Hana. You can't keep saying you don't know but then act like you do. It's confusing..."