Who knew someone who's name I couldn't even pronounce right. Someone who didn't matter to me. Someone who was literal nothing would turn into everything I ever needed?
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xxx Yo Kaisa rha School?
xxx Tu free hein kya? Baat kr sakte hein?
xxx Mei direct call karke disturb nhi karna chahti, maybe tu tution gyi ho? Ya padhai kar rhi ho? Ya Or kuch kaam jisse busy ho? Or mei call kardu to disturb ho jaye-- To isliye phele puch rhi hu .. Reply kar diyo fir baat karenge ;)
I came online to see several text messages from her. She was acting.. As if nothing happened. When in reality because of her I barely survived depression
Me Mai call person nhi hu
xxx Same but mai baat karna chahti hu
Me Just text me that
xxx Nah
xxx Thodi der baat kr lenge to kuch ho jayega?
I chuckled. As if just few weeks ago I didn't have a panic attack because of her.
xxx Jab free hogi to call kr dengi kya? Fir hum baat karenge.. Ek dam pehle ki tarah :)
Me Hamari baatein pehle argument me convert ho jati thi :)
xxx But aisa to nhi jo pehle tha wesa ab bhi ho?
Me Exactly.. You just proved my point Tanishka
xxx ....
xxx Mai tujhse baat karna chahti hu. baat khtm.
Me No Tanishka, you don't deserve it. Now let me speak properly..
I said everything I always wanted to tell them. And it continued to 2-3 Paragraphs even though she didn't deserve any explanation but it was my first time standing up for myself.
xxx But people can change
Me That's the Problem Tanishka, believing everything can go back to normal just overnight. It took me alot of time to be confident in myself again and finding what I truly am, and I don't want to lose it by getting involve in this again, the atmosphere isn't it. Please be mature and let me go, find new 'friends' be happy with them. Oh yes, Devyani, be happy with her she's the one for you and not me. It may take a little time for you to heal just like I did, but give it a try and forget me. And if we bump into each other again, pretend I'm not there, pretend we were never a thing. Be happy with your friends Tanishka.
Me Also, this is the last text you'll be getting from me. Hence our proper fairwell
Me Goodbye Tanishka, you won't be missed. Ameen.
You blocked this number. Tap to unblock.
And with that I quickly slided into Rubba's dms with of course. Uh bunch of screen shots.
Me RUBBA
Me I.. Did it..
Me I finally did it
Me I didn't freeze, or ran away
Me I actually did it!
Me *Screen shots attached*
Rubba Ahhhhh 😭 I'm so damn proud of you Sam!!!
Me Ikrrr me too 😭😭
And I called her again, this time. A little mentally stabled. To thank her. It was her because of her. Thanks to her I was able to stood up for myself and properly cut ties this time. Because of her.. I just needed a little push.
"Shukr Alhamdulillah" I said then realized what I said. I just thanked Allah that she's in my Life.
I smiled from cheek to cheek and blushed like crazy.
