𝓜𝔂 𝓛𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽

𝐂𝐇-𝟏𝟒

And just like that, I grew more confident in myself. And started to trust in myself again. I felt a little happier as I spent time with my family. They were not that much of a bad people.

The depression affect was real. I suddenly remember how I wrote a diary entry where I called my Father, step just because he didn't let me watch extraordinary you on TV and made fun of Haru. I was SUPER DRAMATIC!

And with my mother, well it's still like this mean I got the 'anger issues' from her so it's her fault haha. We argue and made up without even apologizing. Just a normal day in the Husain's family.

Contact name changed from "Rubba" To "Rubba ✨💫"

Rubba ✨💫
Eugh I don't like my chemistry teacher and Al-Quran one

Me
Aww 😂
Wait WHAT

Me
THEY TEACH QURAN IN SCHOOL!???

Rubba ✨💫
They don't in India????

Me
Oh wait I study in a hindu school nvm lmao

Me
But damn really!! You know like memorised the whole Quran???

Rubba ✨💫
😂 erhm not really, we have chapters and study each ayah and then Teacher ask for tarjuma of it. Idk how to explain but definitely not what you think-

Me
Sut aap it's so cool girl!!! I wanna come to Pak now 😭

Rubba ✨💫
And I wanna exit it 😂

Me
Do you like study about the prophets too??

Rubba ✨💫
I mean Pak is an islamic country sooo

Me
Woah 😭 tell me about Musa A.S's oneee

Me
I only know a little

Rubba ✨💫
Suree no worries so you know...

We exchanged our knowledge about deen and it was so fun! Probably the best conversation in a while with her.

Me
Yeahh and yk the Earth was once covered in water

Rubba ✨💫
Really?? I think it was during the time of Prophet Lut A.S

Me
Nahh, I'm talking about Nuh A.S

Rubba ✨💫
Ohh I don't know about his story tell mee

Me
Okay so 1000 years after Adam A.S....

Then after chatting, it was time for Maghrib. I checked the time in Pakistan and it was almost same there too.

Me
Hey 👀

Me
Wanna pray together?

And we got more closed to each other, from reminding each other of praying and stopping each other whenever the tea turned into back biting haha. Oh and,

Me
Rubba~~ Can you read this font it's hard for me to read

Rubba ✨💫
You're again putting the Salawat in different fonts just for me to read huh? 😂

Me
Hehehe I want us to get good deeds together!

Rubba ✨💫
Okiees let's do salawat

Rubba ✨💫
Yk I love you
And I don't expect anything in return. Ik you don't write it unless you mean it

Me
Rubba.. I think

Me
I love you too

Me
Even though I took an oath lmao to stay best friend less but then.. Because of you.. I'm reconsidering things.

Me
I know we both had bad luck in friendships. We both lost someone. But we have each other.. So.. Are we.. Best friends?

Rubba ✨💫
Are you kidding me 😭😭
I HAVE BEEN MEANING TO ASK THIS SINCE A LONG TIME LIKE WHAT ARE WE

Me
😂😭
Okay so! From today onwards! We are best friends!!!!
#nohomo though

Rubba ✨💫
#justfriends

That online friend whom I considered just like everyone else, first stole my number, then my heart. Funny how Allah plans things for us.

Just like that one verse goes by ;

"He will give you something better than what was taken away from you"
[8:70]

That hitted so hard. Maybe the 6 months gap between us was for us to improve as we were both not so on the right path and find each other again when the right time came.

8 billion people and Allah made me meet you, Rubba. It wasn't any coincidence. It was fate.

After meeting her, it wasn't like all my problems vanished but rather there was someone who was willing to get me through all of them.

Someone who wouldn't hesitate to say, "I'm so proud of you, Sam"

And someone who'd stay with me even when we don't talk everyday. And when we do, it's like we never stopped talking

Not everyone is that lucky to meet their green. Oh talking about Green, you know what a green person is?

Shrek.

No sorry lmao-

the individual that randomly became part of their lives and saved them—to the point you now cannot imagine your life without them. Your green person is the one that knows you, sees you and understands you more than anyone else.

You're my green Rubba <3 I'm so lucky to have you.

Shukr Alhamdulillah

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