I knock on the door.
"COME BACK WITH A WARRANT!"
"Weimar!"
"NO! YOU'RE NOT A COP!"
"Dinners on the table, if you're hungry!"
"LEAVE!"
"You better eat it! Or else you're grounded!"
"SHUT UP! I'M ALWAYS GROUNDED!"
I leave, tired of being disrespected by a child. Such an idiot. I failed raising him. I make my way to the only place I know I'll be safe. I open my room door and fall on my bed.
***
Love...
I know what it is...
An emotion...
A feeling...
My mum told me everyone falls in love...
Everyone is supposed to feel it...
A man always falls in love with a woman...
A woman always falls in love with a man...
There's no other way to feel love...
Then...
Then why...
Why him...
Am I even in love...
I can't be in love with him...
He's a man...
Verse 18:22 "You shall not lie with a male as with a woman; it is an abomination."
I can't...
Verse 20:13 "If a man lies with a male as with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination; they shall surely be put to death; their blood is upon them."
I can stop thinking about him...
He is...
He is...
He's too...
He's too perfect...
I feel my heart beating...
My breathing is getting heavier...
I feel a shiver going down my spine...
Why would I like another man...
I feel my body temperature rising...
I feel a weird excitement at the thought of him...
Him...
Austria...
My dear Austria...
My love...
My dearest...
My beauty...
My life...
My hope...
The light of my life...
My only way out of this bottomless hole...
The only way I'll get out of the endless circle of fear...
The only way I can leave this hell...
The only way I can stop feeling fear...
My constant state of fear...
Dear Austria...
Your eyes, they're golden, like the stars above...
Reflecting the depth, of my unspoken love...
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