Being A Teen Isn't Living A Dream

I Can't Do This Anymore

!!Trigger Warning!!
Overdose & Suicide Attempts
In This Chapter

Flashback Still
        

         Isla was the only one who rode the bus out of her and Ace. "I wish Ace was here. It's kinda scary here tbh", Isla kinda muttered to herself. Isla had saw these 4 girls sit down next to each other laughing their asses off over something. "Hmm, those girls are so pretty and seem really nice. I'm gonna try to be their friends", Isla thought. "Hi, I'm Isla. I just started going to school here after being homeschooled since kindergarten. I'm in 5th grade. Also, you girls are really pretty," Isla said.
(My middle school starts in 5th so that's how she's going into middle school only in 5th grade btw. It's kinda weird ik.) The girls looked Isla up and down and laughed in her face. She was confused so she started laughing along. The girls stopped laughing and one started talking. "Hi, I'm Violet, that blonde girl is Leah & the brown haired girl is Marcella & Ainsley is the one in the pony tail. We're also in 5th grade. Btw, we kinda run things around here, so watch what you do because we can ruin your life super quick. If you say shit about this, we'll beat the fuck outta you Isla", Violet said with an extra emphasis on Isla's name. "Also, we were laughing at you, so the way you laughed back made us know that you're just a dumb little bitch." Ainsley said. Isla was holding back tears because she had never been bullied and she hadn't done anything to those girls so she was confused why they were being so mean.

          Isla got to school and didn't know where to go. But for the first time in about a year, she saw Ivy. Isla had left the state for awhile to help her grandparents move. She had no way to contact Ivy at all. "IVY!" Isla said in a very loud voice running towards her. Ivy was confused and didn't know who had said that. She turned around and saw Isla running towards her. "OH MY GOSH. IZZY!!!!" Ivy said screaming while running towards her. They jumped into each other's arms and fell to the floor laughing. They didn't care how dumb they looked, they hadn't seen each other in a whole year. After like what seemed like 5 hours of rolling on the floor in each other arms laughing they finally stood up and wiped dust off them. "Hey, Uhm, these girls were being really mean to me on the bus. They said their names were like Violet, Ainsley, Leah & Marcella", Isla said kinda loud. Ivy put her hand over Izzys mouth. "What was that for", Isla said pushing Ivy's hand off her mouth. "Shhhh, those girls are basically the cast of mean girls. They even call themselves
'The Plastics'", Ivy said whispering. "Oh, okay. I didn't know. Anywaysss, can you help me get to these teachers." Isla said and Ivy nodded. The elementary and middle school were connected so even the first graders knew 8th grade teachers. The Plastics wouldn't leave Isla & Ivy alone. They never bothered Ivy until they saw she was friends with Isla. Every year the bullying got worse from them.

          All those memories came back to Iz. She sat down in the shower crying. She got out and open the medicine cabinet and grabbed a bottle of Tylenol and took the last 12 pills.

Authors Note

So sorry to end it right here. No, not really. But I'm gonna write so more tonight. Very sorry about not writing much today. That I'm actually sorry about. Anyways, actually celebrated my birthday today. Thanks for the presents cuz ik my friends are reading this.
(Idk actually know if they are...)