Just a bet

Goodbye Jordan

I went for a ride on my bike like old times as I was on my way back I reconsidered a car that was parked outside as I turned the engine off I could hear arguing what the hell is going on

"Mammy" chase comes running up to me scared "it's okay baby" I pick him up hugging him tight and going inside "someone want to tell me what the hell is going on" everyone turns to me Jordan and rafe are head to head whilst JJ and John b are trying to separate them

"When where you going to tell me your sleeping with rafe" Jordan says through gritted teeth "what are you talking about" he shakes his head at me "so then tell me why i caught him in your bed"

"I was trying to put my son to bed" rafe had his hands in fists "for the last 2 weeks you have been staying here" Jordan shouts looking at me "don't talk to her like that" John b says standing up for me

"So now your playing the big brother part" John b goes to say something "that's enough" I say before it gets out of hand "look me in the eyes Ruby and tell me you aren't sleeping with rafe"

I looked between rafe the pouges back to Jordan "we kissed but once i knew what I was doing I pulled away" i could tell Jordan was hurt "you bastard" is all he said before punching rafe

"Stop your scaring chase" i try to calm down my son as rafe and Jordan start to fight "guys that's enough" kie shouts trying to pull them apart i quickly hand chase to Sarah before pulling both boys away from each other with JJs help

"Stop right now" i turn to rafe with my hand on his chest his face softens at me "Jordan I never meant to hurt you and I'm so sorry for what I did to you"

I start to cry not wanting to hurt the person that healed me "it's always going to be him isn't it no matter how bad he hurts you or what he does I will always be in competition" I look away from the man that I once loved and back to rafe who has a hurt expression on his face

"Jordan i-I'm not in love with you anymore and that isn't fair on you i thought those feelings went away but when i came back and seen him again for the first time them feelings came flooding back" he starts to cry quickly whipping his eyes

I look at rafe who is smiling at me "it's always been you rafe" i take of my engagement ring and hand it to Jordan "you need to find someone who deserves you and that's not me" he looks at the ring quickly giving me a hug before walking out not saying a word I turn to rafe crying in his arms I can't believe I hurt him like that

"Ruby it will always be you your the only one I want to be with" he lifts my chin up whipping the stain tears away "well what are you waiting for make her yours again" Sarah shouts making everyone laugh as we kissed

I got all my belongings out of the flat I once lived in leaving the traces of me and Jordan behind I let him have the flat as he was living with me and he had no where to go I blocked his number and deleted all of our pictures together I called the wedding place letting them know it was off

That was the end of me and Jordan