Lost pride... (ThirdReich x Soviet Union) (ThirdUnion)) (Completed)

19.

EG was on the bed sleeping and snoring a little. While WG was next to the window looking at the ring they found "I wanna know the truth...where is uncle's body...or better where is he...I know Soviet would not kill him...but we saw his dead body...and heard a gun shot...still...Soviet would not kill uncle...he would never do that" WG look at his twin "maybe we were young...but it was obvious they were in love" slowly he layed back in the bed with him "I can't look around...if I get caught they will separate two of us" he brought his twin closer "and that is last thing I want"

"Brother...you not sleeping" WG slowly look at him half asleep

"No...I just went to the bathroom go back to sleep"

He yawl "okey..." then smiled snuggling into WG's chest feeling safe

Reich at that time was looking out the window having a book in his lap "he is coming"

Doors open wide as Soviet got inside breathing hevaily. He close them behind him and locked. Walking to him "you said I am welcome to sleep here tonight. Why you not in bed?"

"I was just looking at the moon" Reich got down

"Okey...bed"

Reich got up and moved a blanket laying down. He gulp and slowly open his arm not feeling so sure. Soviet immediately lay down and hugged him snuggling in his chest. Finally he felt relaxed "better...?"

"Yes..."

"Good night Sowjet"

"Good night..." Reich moved his hands and hug his head caressing him slowly...but he was slowly trembling gently having Russian so close

Soviet relaxed "I miss this..." he slowly felt asleep

Next day he was working in the office after feeding everyone. But while taking a new paper he look at the ring and then down "I...I need him again" he got up and walked in the room where he was keeping Reich "You are reading"

"Mhm" German look at him "what's wrong?"

"Nothing...just wanted to check you"

"Okey..." Reich kept reading only

Few minutes later Soviet was sitting on the bed watching him read in silence. Reich grab a glass of water he had and by accident knock it over as it felt on the floor breaking. He gasp and immediately got down to pick it up but cut himself on the glass. Still he kept picking it up

Soviet got ip and walk over to him "hey-" he reached with his hand

Reich look up at him and flinched immediately moving away from his hand looking at it scared "I-I am sorry"

Soviet stared at him "I-" he gulp "why did you flinch"

"I-I am so s-sorry. It was an a-accident let me clean it up"

"Why did you flinch"

Reich gulp "I just g-got taken by a surprise"

"That is a lie...you are actually scared of me"

"No!"

"That is a lie again...stop lying!"

Reich tear up and look down "I-I am scared...I am really scared" he gently hug himself

"Okey...I will bring you back another glass of water..." Soviet left

As Reich took a shaky breath. Little fog surrounded his body as it was like a protective shield

Soviet got in the kitchen grabbing new glass. He tear up and squeeze it to tight making it break in his hand "why is this feeling coming over me again...like I-I am the one who ruined it all"

Soon he came back and gave Reich the glass of water hiding the hand behind his back. It was still bleeding and he didn't took the glass out

Reich took it from him "thank you..."

"No problem" Soviet gulp as behind him a drop of blood fell onto the floor

Gemrbwy noticed it "...why you bleeding" he reached with his own hands this time "is your hand okey...?"

Soviet look other way and let him see "I just squeezed a glass to hard..."

"Do you need help" Reich's hands were shaking as he was holding his hand

"I...yes"

"Can you bring me a stuff to take glass out and clean it"

"Mhm..."

Soon they were sitting at the bed as Reich was taking out the glass and wiping his hand "it's not so bad..." his hands were gently trembling

Soviet watch him do it "...you didn't tremble before...while taking glass out of my hand"

Reich look at him then down "well...times had changed..." he gently wrapped his hand "you will be okey...the glass in the hand is not as bad as glass stuck in the head"

"Yeah..." Soviet look at him "Reich...do you hate me?...you know this is all because of what you have done...I did all of this because of what you did to me"

"I know..." Reich look at him "I am sorry...for everything I had done...I am really sorry" he gulp and band down gently kissing the ring "but I can't go back...we can't go back"

Soviet tear up "can't or don't want to..."

"I don't love you anymore..."

"What..."

"I can't love the men who did all of this to me...I-I am sorry"

Soviet sniff "but I am the victim-"

"You are...but in your hands I am too..." Reich tear up and put hands on his face "Hit me..."

"NO! I AM NOT HITTING YOU!"

"PLEASE! IT HURT LESS WHEN YOU WERE BEATING ME!"

"I CANT!"

"I CANT DO THIS! PLEASE! WHEN YOU ARE THIS GENTLE IT GETS IDEAS IN MY HEAD THAT ONLY HURT ME!"

Soviet hug him tightly squeezing in his arms "YOU CANT MAKE ME FEEL BAD!"

"STOP HUGGING ME!" Reich grab his hands putting on his neck "CHOKE ME! CHOKE ME AND R@PE ME!"

Soviet stared at him "I am not t-that kind of a men"

"BUT YOU DID IT ALREDY! DO IT AGAIN SO I CAN FORGET ALL THE THINGS I AM THINKING OF! I WANNA KILL FEELINGS I FEEL INSIDE ME!"

"I-I want you to keep them"

"NO!" Reich cried out and push him off putting hands on his face as fog wrapped all around his body hiding him from Soviet

Russian stared at it realizing his mistakes. Both of them were victims in the situation they made "...i love you"

Reich screamed only covering his ears "GET OUT!" He used a fog to push him out and slam the doors

Soviet stared at the doors "No...no...no...no..." he put hands on his face "No...I-I am so stupid..."
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