MY ALPHA'S BREEDER: mother's love

chapter 17

MOLLY POV

I have been in here so long I stopped counting the days. Nomad has been injected me with the " cue" his bitch of witches come up with, it worked only for two hours at first. But as time went on it improved.  It was painful, very much Soo. During those two hours I could heal but I was still weak so I healed with some scars.

Nomad being an alpha he had no issues healing from being crippled for years. His first act was beating me nearly to death, he whipped me for hours. Saying I was paying for my mates sins. That day was the day I informed him about the baby since I wasn't drugged so to feel the pain. They waited for my wolf to go back into the cage.

That day till this day I saw a different Nomad, a man I couldn't understand at first. He moved me from my cold cell into his room that they had to redecorate for me. I was brought clothes like those I wear back home, fancy and what not. They would inform me before they cut me, draw blood. I was "free" and allowed to shower.

I tried to run four times, and he slapped me " you are not leaving me" I am still unsure what he meant by it. He even got upset at himself after saying that, talking about how he should have not said that. At first I thought maybe he had a change of heart but one night I overheard the witch talking about if the pup happens to be like McKay they can finally bring nomads strength back in full.

I prayed day and night til the night I give birth.  I remember that day. Dominic and Zayne managed to find us. It was a blood bath, I got to see my mate and he was off the rails. The roar he give out coursed me both emotional and physical pain that it forced Demi out soon than she should have.

But I was happy she was a strong hybrid, both sides dominant. But unfortunately there was a complication, they had to take me to see human doctor to get a full hysterectomy. I was in so much pain, they did not drug me to speed up the process. But they did take Demi each night to insure that even if I got enough strength I would never run and leave her behind.

When their plan of using Demi did not work they went after McKay. But they failed and the team they sent did not come back, that day they left was the beginning of my true pain. I felt like life was being drained out of me, then I felt this massive pain in my heart as if being crushed. I couldn't breath, I couldn't move due to the pain.

It lasted for hours, then a massive wave of guilt overtook me and paralyzed me for yet another hour. I quickly realised it was Dominic not me but I had no idea what was happening to him. I remember I had him take blood because his need for it was more now, he would bite me lightly during sex and I still don't get how he is not affected by my blood.

I have been watching Nomad closely and I finally understand why he changed. But that doesn't matter now, McKay is here and I need to get her out before they turn my baby girl into a breeder. Only problem she doesn't listen and doesn't trust me, she wants to be a warrior but listens to everything everyone say. That's not warrior like of her but she doesn't car.

I will have to get them out myself, this will hurt and might kill me but it's ok as long my girls are out. The next two days I will eat, alot. I need that strength to be able to link Dominic. Two days past and McKay even though she finally agreed to pull on any of her brothers bond, she was unsuccessful.

McKay- this is hard!

Molly- yeah that is why I registered you for wolf classes that you did not attend.

McKay- hey! I am helping here.

Molly- it's not hard, think of that person... Their smile, voice, laughter mmm anything that makes you smile and image-

McKay- make me smile? I barely spent time with my own brothers because they would from time to time talk you and i-

Molly-you hate me.

McKay- I.. I don't have any memories of you. Nice memories like they do.. anyway it's alright right? I mean it's not like you wanted to spend time with me. You took your sisters kid shopping.

Molly- you hate shopping... Hate everything I brought for you. So I did not want to force you to go with.

McKay- but you forced Zack to go to spar with you? Make Zeke wear a facemask and get his nails done... Zayne he is your mini husband.

Molly- McKay I tired to do anything and everything with you but you refused. So why should I push? You already loved me from an arms length from birth so why push you even more?

McKay- wow that's not fair.. I am a child and you the mother. It's your job to teach me.

Molly- yes and I did try, could have tired harder but I couldn't take it anymore and I have a mate to protect.

McKay- so your mate comes first? Not us?

Molly- McKay you bare a mark of a wolf and yet you still don't understand. It's not something I think of, it happen.

McKay- what if I am burning and father is drowning who you save first?

Molly- I don't know... Your father . You... I can't pick. I might choose to die myself that anyone of you get hurt.

She looked at me and sigh, she said something under her breath but I did not want to continue with the conversation so I let it slip. We had more pressing matter than her attitude towards me. In less than an hour Nomad will come get her, she will be drugged as they take bone marrow and draw blood. They will also check if she she will be suitable to carry pups.

I don't think the pup part is his idea, I know him and sharing power is not his thing. Not with his kids not with anyone. I have to prepare her and I also need to try and link Dominic or Zayne. Each day they come to test that cue, since we natural regained some of our strength and 20 % of healing.. they have been trying to improve on it.

It's not easy on me since the test it on me. Some are brutal that I pass out for days while others have me on high alert, I can hear even the smallest sounds and it's painful. Sensory overload they call it.

Molly- baby.. they are coming to get you anytime now. Please don't fight, I will try to get us out of here... Save.

McKay- get me to do what?

Molly- test if you can heal him completely.

McKay- and if I can't? Will they let us go?

Molly- I need you to try and keep the coldness at bay. They will kill you if they feel your dangerous and they actually don't need you alive. The witch can do her job with your dead body.

McKay- the fuck!

Molly-so it's important to remind calm...

She did not reply, and they come to get her a few minutes later. I could hear her screaming, feel the ground shaking with her anger and I heard extra wolfs being called to protect Nomad.  I prayed to the moon goddess to help her calm down.