MY ALPHA'S BREEDER: mother's love

chapter 10

MCKAY POV

Some times I wonder if I would be happy if I was born human. Would I have been nice to my mother? I would never know now would I? I slept with Max on the bed but when I woke up I was alone. I scanned the room, Max and Zayne were sleeping on the couch. Zayne held him so close to him, I felt jealous. I want something like that, I did not know I wanted it till recently.

I watched as they in their sleeping state interlocked their finger. I wanted to get up and leave but I did not want to wake them. So I just looked at them..

Zayne- it's rude to stare you know.

McKay- I was hoping you were up so I did not have to sneak out.

Zayne- that's even more rude... Using my bound is rude McKay.

McKay- sorry... I will leave you to it

Zayne-I don't know what really happened, I will not ask but just know... You can always come to me if you need me.

Jeah, Zayne was always the protective one. I got up and left, took a shower and went on the training grounds. Jacob was there with others working out, I was late. We train before the others come, so today I showed up late. I walked over to the corner and took a sit. He dismissed everyone and come to join me.

McKay- I am not sorry he almost killed you. I might be a bitch and what not but I have always remind true to myself. Misguided as I am I stay true. I saved myself for my mate and apparently your that mate. But I have never felt so hurt in my life.

Jacob- baby I am sorry. I did not mean to hurt you, I never thought-

McKay- a bitch like me could be pure?

Jacob- I am sorry, please don't reject me.

I was shocked at his statement. Why would I reject him?  And did he really think so low of me? I would reject him if I could but Max made it clear I will not find another. And without one I can't train.

McKay- I will not reject you but we will not be intimate anytime soon...

Jacob- I understand...

I got up and was leaving when he tapped my shoulder.

Jacob-  can we have lunch?

McKay- hmmm I have to attend wolf lessons with Max.

Jacob- oh.. ok.

I nodded and took off, that week it was weird between us.  He went over and beyond in making sure he doesn't hurt me it's been weeks now and it was annoying. Zayne and father have been going out looking for mother, it's been months now. I need to get this anger down and my training wheels off so I can help.

McKay- Jacob if your not going to train me then can I have someone else?

Jacob- but I am training you...

McKay- your holding back how is that training.

Jacob- look I might have fucked but I will never slack off just because your my mate. If we are going to mark each other I need to make sure your strong and emotional stable to handle this pack..

McKay- excuse you? Are you implying I am crazy?

Jacob- depends on your idea of normal.

I can't believe I give him a second chance!  I went to attack him but he moved out of the way. I kept trying and he just blocked and not attack. It was getting to me, I found myself roaring at him. And charging full speed at him, only for him to trip me. Grabbed my arm, twisted it and slammed me on the ground stomach first.