The only one for me || Colby Brock

Part 5 - Trouble

(TW: Drugs, panick attacks)
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Clhoies P.O.V

We sar on the couch for awhile until i felt my phone vibrate from my backpocket, i took it out and saw that my dealer had texted me. He was outside now.

I started walking towards the door and said to Sam that i needed to go out foe a smoke, he nodded while he went inro the kitchen and started filling up a noodelcup with hot water. I guess he prepared the wather while i was in the bathroom.

I quickly left the apartment and went into the elevator to go down into the lobby. I was still so lost in everything that had happend today that i didn't notice how dark it had gotten outside. What time was it? I took out my phone to look, it was already 11pm.

While i looked at my lockedscreen I saw that i had one more message, from my dealer. He was complaining that i took to long to meet up with him, I ignored it and put my phone back into my backpocket.

I didn't even know my dealers name, I only talked to him was when i bought things from him, I'd never talkt about him. Right now i just hoped that i could recognize his face in the darkness outside.

When i got out to the paking lot i could see a tall man leaning against his car with his hood up. Yep that definitely him.

I walked over to him, gave him the money, took my shit and quickly and put it in my pocket and went back inside. He wasn't the smal talk kind of guy so i just did what i came to do and left.

When i got back into the elevator i took out the little white bag and just looked at it. It had been so long since i did anything other then pills. But hey he didn't have any so what was i meant to do?

I got out of the elevatior but still had the bag in my hand, Sam would probebly still be in the kitchen. So i could just sneak into the bathroom and do it.

Sams P.O.V

I stood and just stared at my cup of noodels and waited for them to be done. Clhoie had been gone for about 5 mins so i figuerd she would be back soon.
I took my noodels and a can of coke and began to walk twords my room to eat.
But as i passed by the door i could hear it open. So i stood still and waited for Clhoie to come join me.

I couldn't believe my eyes when i saw my younger sister, walk in with a small bag coke in her hand. I think she noticed the shock on my face as she quickly took the bag and put it behind her back.

My shock quickly turned to anger and disappointment. Not again, i thought to myself. I tought she stayed away from that shit. I knew about the alcohol and that she did some drugs at parties and shit but i didn't know she did it on a normal day.

"Clhoie what the fuck is that"

Clhoie's eyes flickered guiltily before she defiantly held up the little white bag again. "I can handle it, Sam. I'm not a kid anymore."

But I could see past her facade. I saw the pain in her eyes, the struggle she was facing. With a heavy heart, he reached out and took the bag from her hand. "You don't have to do this alone, Clhoie, I'm here for you."

She looked into my eyes and begin to cry, i put the bag in my pocket and just held her for a moment. We just stood stil there, quiet.
We stood there for like five minuts before Clhoie told me she needed to go to the bathroom. I was a little worried to leave her alone, becuse she was just about to go in there and do lines of coke. But i couldn't stop her from going to the toilet.

Clhoies P.O.V

I walked as fast as i could to the bathroom.
The deafening sound of my heart pounding in my ears, I crouched in the cramped bathroom. I had thought i was being careful, but Sam had caught her red-handed. The disappointment in his eyes had cut through me like a knife.

My brother had caught me with drugs in his house, and i knew i was in deep trouble. I could hear his footsteps pacing outside of the door,  Tears welled up in my eyes as i replayed the moment of being caught in my mind. My thoughts raced as i tried to come up with excuses or explanations for my actions. I found it funny that i had been in Sam's apartment for just three hours and i had already cried three times.

I felt a mix of regret for disappointing Sam and anger at myself for making such a dumb mistake. The seconds felt like hours as i waited for the right time to leave the bathroom. I knew i had messed up, and i could only hope that my brother would find it in his heart to forgive me. Again.

As i got up to walk out to Sam again i heard him on the phone with someone. I couldn't really hear what he was saying but i could hear smal parts.

"she's not doing good.... Yeah...... bathroom....... If you want.........Bag....."

A bit later i could hear the phone call get quieter and quieter, i figured he went to his balcony to finish the talk. And i got an idea.

As quickly i could be i quietly crept into the kithen to where the white little bag was placed on the kitchentable. My heart raced with a mix of excitement and fear as i carefully picked up the bag, trying not to make a sound. I knew the risks of getting caught, again, but the thrill of rebelliousness overpowered her doubts.

Suddenly, i could hear the door from the balcony open up again. I could hear Sams voice coming towards me, still on the phone with someone.
The sound made me panic, with no time to waste i quickly run back to the barhroom.

I took out the back from my pocket and spread a bit of the powder on my phone, I snorted two lines before i felt like it was enough. I felt amazing. It was the first time today that i felt like i didn't have to be on high alert about everything.

I was just about to fall asleep when i heard knocks on the bathroom door.

"hey Clho? Colbys coming over for a bit, that okay"

Oh for fucks sake.

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