Over consciousness and self-hatred is what destroys a person internally, insecurities, being left out, makes one lose all they have.
When I used to gaze up at the moon, the stars and the cloudy sky wondering how beautiful it was, I used to find meaning in life but at the same time the sinful bliss made me question my own life and only the part where I was filled with question marks, when I listened to music all the times would rush in my memory along with it, all the troubles, all the mistakes, all the unspeakable thoughts would flash on the back of my mind. Where I thought I would find peace like the rest, I couldn't.
Thus I stopped it, I stopped admiring the skies, stopped listening to music, stopped rethinking the past, stopped worrying about the future but at the end that too could not bring me to peace.
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nanimonai
Short StoryA story written along the journey of life, where saying truth if forbidden and kind people are taken advantage of and how you attract the wrong crowd of people because the right crowd does not exist anymore. Read the story of someone's life as yours...
