The past is waiting for us - Tom Riddle

Depression and Mania

"I kissed Tom Riddle"
I repeated without even blinking, while staring into the distance.

"I knew it'd happen"  Lara tells me, relaxing her eyes finally, as she strokes my back.
"It's okay, these are your feelings, since second grade. There's nothing to be ashamed of."
"Right. It's not my fault that Dumbledore send me back in time to a good looking version of Voldemort." I joke, then turn my head in the other direction.
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Alchemy could bring my thoughts away from my mistake.

It wasn't a mistake-Yes,it was.

Suddenly, I don't feel sad anymore, as I see Lestrange.
Lara and I throw a look at each other, then I smile mischievously and walk up to Rudolphus.
My best friend knows my ways do deal with sadness and doesn't judge me for it.
She thinks this way is better than substance abuse.
We were always different.

"Lestrange! Wait!" I run with my heels towards him, while I hold my books in front of me.
My heels make a funny sound hitting the floor.
He turns around and stops while smiling.
"Alina", now he smiles broadly. I see his perfect white teeth.
"Sorry for being such a bitch at breakfast. I'm not a morning person." I defend myself.
"Yeah just don't do that again" he lets out.
"Can you walk me to class? I have transfiguration."
"Sure. " He says while reaching out his hands to hold my books.
As we walk to the transfiguration room, we make unfunny jokes and laugh.
I tighten my Slytherin tie because of the Professor we'll have now, as I normally wear it loosely above my blouse.
But now I have Dumbledore as my teacher, that means look perfect, act perfect.

"See you at the Slytherin party today, Sugar?"
"Sure" I laugh as I take my books out of his hands. The Gryffindor third graders laugh at me, they probably like Lestrange, so I'll kiss him on the cheek to make them mad.
They stop laughing and one of them stares madly at me.
I walk into class and see Joline sitting at the back, so I'll sit down just beside her.

"Are you coming to the Slytherin party today?" She asks playfully.
"Don't tell me you're invited?" I ironically roll my eyes.
"Hey! Stop!" Joline laughs.
"I have my ways, I'll get your grandpa today, bet." Joline goes through her hair.
"A Gryffindor at a Slytherin party ?"
"Don't ask how, but I somehow got an invitation."

Transfiguration was fun. I'm glad I found another friend here.

As I leave the class I talk to Joline and loose my tie again. Now we have a bit free time.

I go to my room as I realise, Lestrange must've accidentally put one of my books in his bag.
I'll just get it before the Slytherin party.
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After I ate in the great hall. I went for a walk with Joline and Lara to visit Molly in the forbidden forest.
I'm just glad the murders have stopped for a moment now, maybe Riddle secretly plans my murder.....
"Molly! It's me!" Joline shouts into the forest as the cutest white little dog rushes out of the trees. Its little wings make it even more adorable.
I go on my knees to pet the little one, Molly instantly starts licking my hand, then my face.

"Molly is the last of her kind" Joline explains. "I adopted her from Germany."
After Lara was done petting Molly, Joline put out a little bag with chocolate.
"For normal dogs it'd be dangerous. But Molly isn't a dog, she's a magical animal. She eats chocolate only, that's why I take care of her."
"In the forbidden forest sadly doesn't grow chocolate" Lara jokes.
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In the evening we did our make up and got dressed in my dorm, this time.
"I'll quickly get my book at Lestranges" I inform Joline and Lara.
"How did it got there?" Joline asks while putting one eyebrow up, as I leave my room.
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As I stay in front of Lestranges door, I hear Riddles voice from the room which door opens suddenly. I have no other choice than just to quickly open Lestranges door and get in.

"Holy Shit!" I scream as I see the unspeakable....