Can I forgive you ?

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POV NI-KI
I don't know what I did to him for being beaten up like this. Right now I'm with Sunghoon in the locker room of the gym class. His cold stare and the way he tell me mean things make me want to cry so bad but I can't. If I do he will laugh at me. Suddenly he punch me in the face making me fall because of the force he used. I look up at him with a sad face. He's my bully but I can't stop loving him.. why Riki.. why do you love him.. I get up and face him with anger spreading trought my head.
S : what ? Do you want another slap ?
N : Go fuck yourself !! I hate you !!

A loud slap echoes and I put my hand at my right cheek looking down at the ground. I bite my lips and look at him with little tears forming at the corner of my eyes.
S : you will never ever talk to me like that again ? You understand Riki ?
N : Fuck off Park.

I slide down the wall and put my legs against my chest while crying really badly.

POV SUNGHOON
I open my eyes wide when I see his reaction and feel a rush of guilt. The door open revealing Jake sweating. He look at me but look down when he hear sobbing. He bend and take Ni-ki hand in his, Riki looking up immediately. My heart tightened will looking at my angel crying all the tears he has on Jake shoulder. His cute face.. the truth is that I love him so much that I can't tell him. I put all of my frustation on him and I feel really guilty. Everyting about him is perfect, the way he walk, his features all so beautiful, his tiny waist, long legs and his smile.. god did him heavenly. I walk out of the room and sight loud, why can't I just take him in my arms and tell him how much I'm sorry..

H : you have to go back for him. (I turn and look at Heeseung with wide eyes)

S : What ?

H : I know that Riki is crying, Jake send me a message. Go hug him.

S : you know I can't.

H : Why ? Because you're a coward ? Because everyone will see how you're a simp for him ? How you look at him with such love eyes ?

S : stop it hee.

H : No. I can't understand you ? Do you wait for him to be in a relationship ?

S : NO ! That can't happen. Never. He's mine.

H : So go talk to him or I will do it for you.

I sight another time and walk in the room with a heavy heart, anxiety rising in me. I give Jake a sign to leave, he look at me while getting up, his eyes telling me not to fucked up. I put my head down to look at Ni-ki and his eyes met mine. His red eyes and the stain tears on his cheeks make me break down. I quickly take him in my arms, tears beginning to fall on my face. I hide his head against my shoulder, clenching his neck in my hand

S : Ni-ki.. I'm just so sorry for everyting i've put you throught. The truth is that I love you so fucking much that it hurt me. I know that you can't forget what I did to you but please give me a chance. I want to make you happy, see your smile when I wake up, give you all my heart, all my love. 

I take his cheeks in my hands and make him look at me. 

S : I'm begging you, give me a chance Nishimura. I won't give up on you.. I don't want to see you with someone else..

N : S-sunghoon.. (I wipe his tears away and wait for his answer with a lot of apprehension) I love you too.. so much..

I feel my heart explode from hapiness and relief. Fuck yes !! I grab his face and put my lips against his with passion. He close his eyes moving his lips with love, putting everyting in this kiss. The kiss didn't last long, it was just kind of a promise. I smile at him with gentleness and help him get up. 

N : I've wait for this forever. I can't know if this is a dream or not.

S : It's not my angel, I love you and I will always.

His cute face flush red and he try to hide but I take his wrists in my hands.

S : Don't ever think of hiding your beautiful face, I won't let you go now. You're locked with me.

N : It's what I need the most in the world. You. You're my everything. I love you Park.

S : I love you too Nishimura.

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How is it my lovely readers ? A little sad but it's a happy ending !! It's not so good but I did my best..

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