I got out of bed for the first time in about 3 days. I had spiralled into a deep depression that meant I wanted to do nothing and see no one. My phone was switched off, and I had ignored the door for the whole 3 days. I just slept.
I was feeling a bit better. Not well enough to face people, but at least I was out of bed. I shuffled to the bathroom. I peed and brushed my teeth.
My stomach was grumbling, I guess I should feed it, especially since it had been neglected for 3 days. I padded to the kitchen and made myself a bowl of cereal. Sitting on the couch, I ate and listened to the sounds of the city below.
I showered and put some clothes on other than pyjamas. Sweats, yea, but at least I was out of pjs.
I watched some Netflix and drank some herbal tea. I jumped because somebody was knocking on my door. I got up from the couch and looked through the peephole. I sighed and unlocked the door.
"Thank goodness!" Brendon said, walking past me.
"Hello to you too." I said as I closed the door.
"T!" He said. Brendon cupped my face and looked over my face. "You good?" I nodded. He kissed my forehead and hugged me.
Brendon let go of me and sat on the couch. I sat with him.
"I was worried about you, babe." He said.
"I'm fine. I spiralled." I lean against Brendons shoulder.
"What made you spiral?" Brendon asked.
"You." I answered.
"Me? Why me?" Brendon asked, surprised.
"I started thinking about why you were friends with me. What could be so special about me? Why did you hang out with me? I mean, look at you! Then, then look at me." I said miserable, looking down at my hands folded in my lap. "Brendon, you could be out dating so many pretty girls, and instead, you come and hang out with me. Even on tour, the number of times you call me or invite me along." I scoffed and shrugged my shoulders.
Brendon lifted my chin and looked me in the eye.
"Have you finished?" He asked. I nodded, and the tears threatened to spill down my cheeks. My lip was trembling. I exhaled, trying to suppress my tears.
"T, I love you. You are my best and most favourite person. I want to be with you. Tasha, I love you. I am in love with you." My eyes snapped up to look at Brendon.
"W-what did you s-say?" I gulped.
"I. Am. In. Love. With. You." Brendon said, booping my nose. I gasped.
"Brendon, you are?" He nodded. "Really?" He nodded again. I looked down at my hands, and then I mumbled, "I am in love with you too." Brendon put his arms around me and drew me to him. I sighed, and I inhaled Brendon. His Brendon scent that I never got tired of.
I pulled back and looked at him. He caressed my face.
"Would it be OK if I kissed you?" He asked. I nodded, and Brendon gently kissed me. Those plump lips felt delicious against mine. Everything I had imagined they would feel like, only 100 times better. I softly moaned as Brendon pulled away. He tucked a stray hair behind my ear, and we kissed again. This time, it was a little more passionate. Brendon moaned, and he laid me down on the couch as we made out. His hands slid into my hair, and he got between my thighs. We both came up for air.
"Do you know how gorgeous you are, T? How sexy I think you are." I was stunned with what Brendon was saying to me.
"No." I said quietly.
"Come here." Brendon kissed me again. His tongue slid across my bottom lip, seeking permission to enter. I granted it, and his tongue was in my mouth. I moaned a little louder this time. He moaned in return, and when we came out of the kiss, he kissed the tip of my nose. "T, you sound so sexy when you moan like that."
"You should hear me when I am really turned on." As soon as I said it, I gasped and clapped a hand over my mouth. I was mortified.
"I can't wait." Brendon said. He removed my hand from my mouth and kissed my jawline.
"I. Bet. You. Sound. Divine." Brendon said between each kiss. "I can't wait to make you feel good, Tasha. You deserve to have so much pleasure." He said the last part in my ear, and it made me shiver.
My arms went around Brendons neck, and I stroked the nape of his neck. His eyes closed, and he moaned softly.
"That feels good, T." He said, his eyes still closed. I leaned in and kissed his jawline. I kissed up to his earlobe. I nibbled on it.
Brendons hand grabbed my butt cheek.
"Brendon...." I whispered.
"You are beautiful, Tasha. I love you.i want you so badly." I let out a moan when he said that. He was making me feel deliciously sexy. I told Brendon how he was making me feel.
"Good, that's what I was intending." He grinded his pelvis against me, which made me arch my back. I could feel him. We cooled down after that and ordered Chinese takeout.
We ended up going to bed. We cuddled up together and fell asleep. Brendons arm was around my waist, and I smiled before going to sleep.
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A collection of fanfiction short stories. all based in alternate universe
FanfictionALL STORIES SET IN AU 😘📚 TRIGGER WARNINGS SELF HARM DOMESTIC VIOLENCE RAPE VIOLENCE Short stories. fanfiction. need I say more. I will add more stories as I go along. Any requests I will try and do 😉