𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑙𝑦𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑠

they can call me a psychopath

This one was written back in March after I'd had a really bad day. TW: self-hatred

Verse 1

Forever trapped in my spiral of feelings
Some people don't get that there's no healing
They think I hate them, I really don't
It's just this mess where I'm caught

Pre-Chorus

God, I fucked it up again
I'm a failure, one hundred percent
Emotions are dumb
Yeah now I'm feeling numb

Chorus

I'm sorry, I swear I am and it's my fault, I know
I made them feel worthless, they're everything though
I hate to be this way so much, it's fucking hard
I guess that now they can call me a psychopath

Verse 2

Forever trapped in this spiral of feelings
I hate myself, and there's no healing
They think I hate them, I really don't
It's just this mess where I'm caught

Pre-Chorus

God, I fucked it up again
I'm a failure, one hundred percent
Emotions are dumb
Yeah now I'm feeling numb

Chorus

I'm sorry, I swear I am and it's my fault, I know
I made them feel worthless, they're everything though
I hate to be this way so much, it's fucking hard
I guess that now they can call me a psychopath

Bridge

I don't deserve them, they're way too good
I'm mean to them so they'll hate me cause they should
I'm afraid of losing people but what if there was no people at all?
I'm better alone and they're better without me, oh my god
I don't deserve them, they're way too kind
I don't want pity, they can go cause I don't mind
I'm afraid of losing people but what if there was no people at all?
I'm better alone and they're better without me, oh my god

Chorus

I'm sorry, I swear I am and it's my fault, I know
I made them feel worthless, they're everything though
I hate to be this way so much, it's fucking hard
I guess that now they can call me a psychopath

Outro

Forever trapped in this spiral of feelings
I hate myself, and there's no healing