𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑙𝑦𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑠

addicted

I wrote this song on last year's Christmas Eve (why, actually?!). TW: grieve, addiction/substance abuse

Intro

Never understood what it meant to be addicted
Now I get it, I know this pain
This is it, this is what they always predicted
Yeah I get it, it won't be the same

Verse 1

We were driving to your house, your long hair smelling like summer
I knew you were about to kiss me, because we were some lovers
Saw the light, I was blinded, but could see the fear in your green eyes
Tried to save us, no success and no time to say our goodbyes

Pre-Chorus

Now you appear in my dreams
I can still hear your screams
And I go to the pharmacy
So I can live in harmony

Chorus

Never understood what it meant to be addicted
Now I get it, I know this pain
This is it, this is what they always predicted
Yeah I get it, it won't be the same

Verse 2

People there on the street, talking 'bout you and me
Red lights everywhere, but no they don't even give guarantee
I wonder if you will ever come back to me and take my hand
I don't know what's going on, thinking I'll never understand

Pre-Chorus

Now you appear in my dreams
I can still hear your screams
And I go to the pharmacy
So I can live in harmony

Chorus

Never understood what it meant to be addicted
Now I get it, I know this pain
This is it, this is what they always predicted
Yeah I get it, it won't be the same
(Won't be the same)
(Won't be the same)

Bridge 1

They say you're gone, they say I'm wrong cause you won't be coming back
I'm in my bed, I can't get up cause everything around me is so black
I wanna light it up, wanna feel the high cause I wanna forget the fact

Pre-Chorus

That you appear in my dreams
I can still hear your screams
And I go to the pharmacy
So I can live in harmony

Chorus

Never understood what it meant to be addicted
Now I get it, I know this pain
This is it, this is what they always predicted
Yeah I get it, it won't be the same

Bridge 2

(Girl, you appear in my dreams)
Never understood what it meant to be addicted
(Oh, I can still hear your screams)
Now I get it, I know this pain
(And yes I go to the pharmacy)
This is it, this is what they always predicted
(Hope they'll let me live in harmony)
Yeah I get it, it won't be the same

Outro

It won't be the same
No, it won't be the same