"Fuck this feeling,ahh, this feeling, why this can't go out of my heart, why I'm feeling pain if she is crying, baby I don't deserve your tears I am so bad for you, you deserve better!!!"
Emir went inside bathroom, he looked at Sarah on bathroom floor, who has hide her face in her knees and was crying, her knuckles were bleeding, she bite her hands to control herself from crying.
Emir picked her in same position, like she was a small child without weight and put her beside wash basin
"Look at me, look at me Sarah"emir held her shoulders with his hands, First time he said gently but second time he said loudly, due to which Sarah looked at him but wasn't able to make eye contact with him.
"Look in my eyes girl" Emir said loudly, Sarah looked in his eyes, her heart stopped beating, emir also looked in her eyes, which were red due to crying, her small nose and cheeks also became red, emir took a deep breath broke eye contact, and looked at her again.
"Achhh..... " Sarah sneezed again, Emir unbuttoned his shirt and threw it away,cause neelo's make-up was on it and Sarah was having allergy of it, emir went more towards Sarah and held her neck from behind.
"I'm not your father, mother or your brother, who you could manipulate with your tears, the more you will cry more it will make me angry!" Emir said in a slight anger tone. "Stop shedding your tears, I will give you more pain, will you always cry like this and not stand for yourself?"
Emir said in a gentle voice.
Sarah didn't react anything, her tears didn't stop " I can't help myself, the tears are falling naturally, please give me sometime" Sarah said while lowering her gaze.
"Learn to control your emotions, no one wants to see your emotion, understood? " Emir said cupping sarah's cheeks in his hands.
"Yes" Sarah said in so low voice
"Say it louder baby" Emir put his hands on sarah's neck.
"Yes" Sarah said in a bit louder voice.
"More louder" Emir said.
"Yes" Sarah said in annoying voice because emir was making her annoyed.
"Good job baby girl". Emir said and a little smile appeared on his face.
Watching his actions Sarah understood that she shouldn't cry in front of him, she stopped crying,she understood that it is her destiny and she has to follow it .
Emir opened the water tape took some water in his hand and wash sarah's face, he then applied face wash on her face.. Sarah wasn't able to understand his actions and words, she said "I can do it myself".
" But i want to do" Emir replied and wash her face once again wiped it with towel.
Emir came with first aid box and applied ointment on sarah's knuckles, and put bandage on it.
"There is a punching bag in balcony, you can use it, but don't use wall. " Emir said without making an eye contact as he didn't wanted to show his care for her.
"You too" Sarah said, while lowering her gaze.
"Why did you bite yourself?, people love themselves doesn't mean they will give love bite to themselves" Emir said, not being funny( he wanted her to bite him not herself 😂)
Sarah didn't understand his words, "it's not a love bite, I control my emotions by doing this. " Sarah replied, trying to explain.
"You take shower if you want otherwise just change clothes, I will hang clothes on door" Emir said and went out of the bathroom.
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Unexpected Acceptance
Mystery / Thriller"Love is a big shit that has made everyone mind crazy, I ain't gonna love someone" ~THE MAN " Love is just a chemical stuck in people's mind, it's just a nightmare,i ain't gonna love someone' ...
