𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙄𝙣𝙨𝙖𝙣𝙚 𝙊𝙗𝙨𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 15

𝙏𝙧𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣'𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙫~

Silence. Only our breaths could be heard in the car.

Ahh!! Tristan why couldn't you control your emotions. Now she might feel uncomfortable because of you. I don't know how I lost my control in the office. That too for two fucking times. Thanks to the thunderstorm that I came back to my senses or I dont know what I would have done by now.

It's raining so heavily right now that it's hard to drive.

"Umm you can leave for your home if you want to it will be late you will get stuck in the rain." Finally!! I thought she might never talk to me again after the stupidity I just did.

"No I'll drop you first then I'll go to my place." I said or more like stated.

I am not going home today, atleast not when my mind is fucked up and I need time to think freely about my feelings and whatever that is going on.

Again there was a thick silence between us. So thick that it could be cutted with a knife. Whats should I do? Should I apologize? Maybe I should.

"Star" I breathed out slowly.

She first looked at me a little then turned her face towards the window and just hummed in response.

"I-I am so-rry." I said stuttering. Can you imagine I am STUTTERING. But it doesnt matter atleast not right now.

"It's f-ine s-ir." She said trying hard to give me a smile.

"No I know its not. I am genuinely sorry about that. I should have been in my senses but I dont know what happened to me suddenly. I didn't mean to. Sorry." I said in one go.

She just smiled a little and said "Its fine sir."

"No how can this be? You must be uncomfortable around me right now and I hate myself for that." I am genuinely being disgusted by myself right now.

She took a deep breath and said "No sir, see I didn't stopped you either right. I don't want you to be disgusted about your own self. And it was nothing to you right."

'No it can never mean nothing to me. It was everything to me star.'  I wanted to say this but I couldn't and I would be a dickhead to accept the statement she just said so I just choose to ignore it.

She was looking outside the window and I was looking at her from time to time while driving. After a while we reached to her apartment.

"We reached star." I said taking her out of her trance.

She looked around and nodded. She was about to step out when I said "It was not nothing star."

She turned back and looked at me with wide eyes. I leaned and kissed her cheeks softly. Her face became more shocked. I just chuckled at her and admired her shock state a little. She got out of the car and after bidding her bye I left.

After reaching my penthouse which was a little away from the office I made myslef a coffee and called smith, alex and ekaksh here. Because no matter what these guys always gives me the best advices atleast in stuffs like these.

I sat down on the couch with the coffee in my hand.

'What is this even happening to me and in the car I also kissed her cheeks. Do I like her? I mean I have never felt like this for anyone ever in my entire life. I don't even glance at any lady but my star is being an exception right now. She's so nice and beautiful. She always carries that soft and gentle aura around her which can make anyone's day. When she laughs the whole room lit up with her melodious laugh. When she talks it feels like honey is rolling down her tongue. Her black big doe eyes, whenever they stare into mine I just feel like drowning in them.'