Haha.. i'm back..?

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Hey! Its me, Avi here. I'm back! I haven't been very active lately, I know, and i'm sorry. Theres been a few things going on, with school, family and just life in general. You might not care, like at all, but I got a blood test, and turns out I have extremely low vitamin D levels so i've had to take pills for that, which sucks I guess, and my brother has been having really bad night terrors. I'm writing this so I can just get something out. I love you all! xx <3


The sun. It was so bright.

And yet, he was so cold.

Was the sun not meant to be warm? Nico thought thats what it meant. He was never warm anymore.

he was just cold. 

His friends were worried about him. He never really ate anymore. He was thinner than before. 

But the sun still shines like it did before. He hated it.

His cabin was lonely. Empty. Clean. He'd kept it that way. He didn't know why.

The sun is a funny thing. Apollo is the sun. Why would he do this to him? He wanted it to stop. The sun. But was the sun also not just a flaming ball in the sky? He was confused.

He couldn't think clearly anymore. He'd skipped his medications more frequently.

Maybe that was why he was cold. 

He never left his cabin. He was told to let go. The voices. Percy, Hazel, Annabeth. 

He never did.

Bright.

                shining

                                       ball of fire.

too 

       bright.

The sun was still there. On that day. It never rained anymore. He needed it to rain. The rain never came. He couldn't make with the sun.

The shade never came.

hot. 

He didn't drink water. He kept forgetting. He wasn't reminded anymore.

Nights were colder.

dark

           summer

                                    nights

so cold. he still had his hoodies. he shouldnt. but he did.

he felt comfort, in a way. like he was still there with him.  


that

          wasnt

                          the case

The sun. Too bright. Why did it never rain? Why did Apollo do this to him? 

The day was all wrong. It was his day. Not Nico's day. His. 

It was too bright. It wasnt supposed to go this way.

he couldnt be angry.


Nico had never liked the sun, not much. Not until his sun came into his life. So easily granted, and so easily ripped away. Like a piece of string. So easily woven. So easily snapped.

just

like

him.


Him. What a funny word. Nico always thought so. Nico had loved him

but him left.

not on purpose.

he was taken.

snatched, like a doe getting taken from it's child.


Will Solace. Him. 

Snatched. So easily.


Just like the sun behind the clouds.


Hi, me again! Let me know what you thought my loves!! 

Love, Avi xxxxx <33



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