Hey guys, author here. I just have some stuff that I want to tell you and kind of be honest with you.
So, my updates have been kind of really slow. I'm going to be honest and say that I'm not in a great headspace. I've been dealing with some mental stuff and I honestly have no motivation for anything anymore. It's been pretty rough.
I've had a fall out with my closest friend because she crossed a boundary with me and because I did something about it, she's mad at me. Since then almost all my friends are hanging out together, including that girl, and I'm not invited.
I do have to say that I can overthink a lot and can look into it a lot more than actually is going on. But that's also because I was already not feeling great at all. My mental health has never been completely steady. It's recently been getting harder and harder for me and I'm getting to a point where I don't know what to do anymore. My mom knows about half of it. She knows what's going on, but she doesn't know how much it actually affects me. I want to tell her, say that I want help, but I'm scared and embarrassed. Because most of the time, there is no reason for me to feel this way.
I'm getting to a point where I genuinely can not get out of bed.
I want to write. I really do. For you guys mostly. It's the best thing to see how well my book is doing and the wonderful comments you guys leave behind. It genuinely does me good. It's just that I really have to push myself to write.
This message does not mean I'll quit. I will keep writing, but it's just an explanation of why it's taking longer. And maybe also to try and reach out a bit. I hope you guys understand.
Love you lots❤️
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