she just wanna make music

its been awhile ..i guess u still haven't changed your ways

Kehlani's pov .

I was struggling holding my tears back I looked to Kathy for reassurance and she smiled I looked at Makayla's urn and smiled I looked back at the crowd avoiding Teyana's side as I knew I would get heated seeing tht bitch Darren next to her I began speaking about Makayla and I's memories together until I got to one tht seemed to tear me apart the day I found about her being pregnant the fact tht I chose a path for her tht lead her to her death, but also lead to Adeya's birth .her giggle .I knew if Makayla had aborted daya here she would be regretting it to this day , so I'm happy I helped her find some peace , I wish tht she rests where she is and she know tht I will take the best care of adeya and adeya will grow into a beautiful bbygirl. As I managed to calmly say tht my voice broke as I tried to say some more so Kris stood up and hugged me and her hugs reminded me of Makayla's hugs so I broke down her hug Kris was also crying, as I cried I began to hear Adeya beginning to cry aunty tried to calm her down but she couldn't I slowly removed myself from Kris's hug and gave her the urn I walked up to aunty and she handed me the now crying adeya I grabbed her an she immediately stopped crying she went silent as if she wasn't just now crying her lungs out , then I heard Kris clear her throat and began talking , as I listened to Kris's speech my heart ached I couldn't breathe I quietly left and went to my car I scattered trying to find Ella's Asthma pump but I couldn't it find it I heard someone's angelic voice soft , sweet "Hey keh are u ok" I turned and looked at who was asking , " Yeah Vic...it .. I ..can't find ...Asthma....pu..mp. she the said let's look for it we couldn't find it and I was losing air rapidly .. Vic just grabbed my face and as quick as she grabbed my face she placed a kiss on my lips her soft smooth lips her kiss shocked me but I repiocated it she tasted like tangerines , raspberrys man idk she just tasted so sweet it was addictive. when we pulled apart my chest was not so tight Vic smiled and said well I guess u found ur asthma pump I then asked Ms Monét what about your boyfriend , Victoria could not help but laugh "my boyfriend, Sweetie thts why u dropped on me and stopped answering my calls I had to hear from Kris about this event but anyways No thts my best friend Lucky I'm single and straight sooo don't get any ideas I only kissed u as I knew it might help . I smiled bet Ms Monét let's see if u won't fall for me, Vic smiled and went and picked up adeya. Adeya was picked up by Vic and she laid quietly  in Vic's hands I put my hand around Vic's waist and we walked back to the service, Teyana was the first one who noticed I came back with a beautiful hun holding Adeya who I didn't even let Micah my caring soft friend touch adeya , Everyone was so shocked, I whispered in Victoria "Ms Monét thanks for the help and the kiss but I think ima need my inhaler you know so can I get my kiss" Vic blushed then whispered stop it I smirked then rasped out "you won't be saying tht when u put ur lips on mine " Vic was flabbergasted she lost her words we walked to the front and I told her to stand by Troy i went up to the front and stood by Kris who had just finished talking she gave the urn to me to spread the ashes because she can't . " Made from the the dust and dirt , the clay and water ur favorite place where u found peace I shall release u from the pain of the world I opened the urn I took my hand and grabbed the ashes and spread it in the air Kris started crying she hugged me and I comforted her, her mom came over and hugged Kris I walked over to the water and spread the rest I took the message in a bottle out of my pocket and released it Vic came towards me and hugged me and adeya giggled being in between us adeya climbed onto me I held her on to one arm , Vic intertwined our fingers and came closer

After the service

It was now turning dark, all of the cars we drove were black the first 2 car tht left first was me, vic and adeya in my matte black  hellcat then the second car was Kris, teyana and her bitch , Kris's mom in her black rolls royce
Then 7 different black cars tailed us with they blinkers on making it look special we drove to the after tears venue a night club tht I had rented from a week I got out the car and opened the door for Vic and put my hand to protect her head from hitting doorframe. I took Victoria's hand she held adeya in the arm and when I looked in her eyes I saw something shine I could have sworn it was love. Like tht emoji with the heart eyes, anyway we walked in together with Kris and the others,  the music played softly the Lights turned a light blue. we walked into a section big enough for the whole group to sit in the waiter came and took our drink orders I had ordered Pineapple juice and Vic had ordered the same I wondered why she wouldn't get an alcoholic drink it's not like she's driving home tonight , she then whispered in my ear "ur probably wondering why I'm not drinking tonight well i dont think I can resist ur charm if I'm intoxicated" I laughed and whispered in a low raspy seductive tone "Monét I've told u this before don't hold back let it lose" she replied with "well hun I don't remember u saying tht , u sure u weren't dreaming" she said teasingly "Well Ms Monét I guess I can see the future in my dreams then" she blushed and as I was about to tease her Destin shouted girlll give me my neice since u wanna flirt with this finneee specimen,  hii ms finee specimen My name is Destin and unfortunately im tht girl next to you's Lil Gay brother. I chuckled out Destin meet Victoria a "friend" of mine Destin then said a friend of urs wow I would have thought u were a married couple with a child. Vic giggled and I smiled and whispered so only me and Vic could hear well..soon..maybe Destin shouted wow ur bold, we walked to the the main stage and I heard the beat to Makayla's favorite song  I heard Destin said well whatcha waiting for its karaoke for a reason I stared at him blankly confused and he chuckled here and threw the mic at me I had to think fast cause if this hits my glasses they're going to break I caught it I saw my aunty ask Vic for Adeya as they were going home they just wanted to see where we would be having our after tears I smiled at vic as to tell her she can give adeya to Aunty T, Aunty T then asked Vic "Hey I..um ..may I ask who are u to my daughter ..it's just tht u two seem pretty close" I wanted to see how Vic would navigate the question so I just chuckled and chose not to answer for her Vic scratched her head and smiled sheepishly  then she let out a soft "Uh I'm her friend" Aunty laughed and said " oh silly me I thought my neice here had finally found herself a good girlfriend" Vic smile then mumbled "well if she plays her cards right maybe she will" My Aunty jas sharp hearing and smiled well I hope she plays her cards right then she said goodbye and left I heard Destin say through his mic welcome today we have a special someone whose gonna sing a song for us "MS KEHLANI PLEASE MAKE UR WAY UP HERE AND STOP FLIRTING WITH THE POOR GIRL SHE'S RED IN THE FACE I COULD SWEAR SHE WAS A PISSED WHITE KAREN JUST BY HOW RED SHE IS FROM BLUSHING THE ONLY THING STOPPING ME FROM THINKING THT IS HER BEAUTY BUT ANYWAYS GET THE FUCK UP HEREEEE"
I chuckled and shouted "SHUT UP DESTINY IM COMING SINCE U LEAVE ME WITH NO CHOICE" I walked up to the stage and the same melody started booming through the speakers I looked at Destin then whispered wht if I don't remember the lyrics,  he smiled well ull just have to play around with words freestyle it bbes I looked up and caught Victoria's eyes she smiled at me then I caught Teyana's eyes and she smiled at me I felt the betrayal in my heart so I quickly looked back at Victoria and blew her a kiss then shouted wish me luck babeee she rolled her eyes then said GOODLUCK LANII I smiled the then the beat dropped and I just started singing

(Well yall know  minus the guy beat boxing and put the melody for thinking bout u by Frank Ocean  but thts how Kehlani sang it )

When I finished all I could har were people clapping then I heard Kris scream thts how my sister loved the song guys if she heard this right now she would be just as happy as yall are screaming about it all yanno go kehhhlani
I smiled tears started forming in my eyes then I heard someone else scream keh sing the song u wrote last week you know it sounds good and Destin has the melody ready . I paused my body went numb I was nervous I hadn't even sang tht song for more than 3 days shit my friends love pressuring me Kathy then shouted whatchu waiting for let them hear ..it will heal people's souls bro it healed mine you know. Then as I was about to protest the melody began booming through the speakers again fuck well I guess I'm doing it I prepped my head and as I thought I forgot the lyrics I felt a cold wind which felt warm somehow was around me I felt safe and the words flew right through my mouth

As I sang the song my heavy heart felt light , my tears dripped off my face but I felt like she was her next to me her aura my body reacted to it, Makayla it felt like she was here with me as I got to the end of the song I really could smell her perfume , shit I must really be going crazy but I don't care if I could feel like this I'm fine I finished the song and the whole room was quiet all u could hear was the sniffles from me and the crowd ...shit I made everyone cry we all felt a gust of wind everyone shocked as. ..all doors were closed ...Wtf ..maybe it's Mak anyways ne and Destin decided to have ME sing some more songs It came to a song I made..one about Victoria I had made it with Makayla Destin smiled at me and winked I looked at Victoria and smiled i then spoke in to the mic my voice raspy this is for someone in the crowd hey ayyy let's go DESTINY turn up the music...

As I sang my heart to Vic she smiled blushing lightly ...haha I love tht look on her I finished the song then asked Destin to pick someone else to sing and he went to Ambré I went downstage and went to the bathroom I could tell someone was following me I thought it was Vic so I said Ms Monét how did u like the last one..but the voice tht came out from the other person made me ..idk pissed hey keh...it's not whoever u think it is ...I cut her speech off what do u want teyana she smiled and walked towards me and whispered u  I looked annoyed Yana I don't fuck with anyone whose dating a nigga whose for the streets oh excuse me  Married to a nigga for the streets good day Yana Ima go fuck on someone who can pick wht they want and second do u ever change ..huh last time I saw u u said u were done with him now not only are u dating ur also married man she the fuck up ...teyana pushed me against the wall and as she did tht someone entered I was terrified wht if it was Vic but when the person turn the corner and it was her bitch of a Husband he charged at her and started smaking her after he got a few hits I hit him with one tht had him laying on the floor I left teyana there and went out to find My Ms Monét.....