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"I bought us tickets for a movie" jisung placed two of them in front of the counter
"Is this a movie date?" Minho's eyes stuck on the computer as he was doing the billing for other customers
"You both look cute" the old lady in front smile making both of them feel flustered
"My shift will be over soon,do you want something to eat sungie?"
"You" jisung came closer to minho,whispering so others won't listen
"Someone's getting bold" minho poked his tounge against his cheeks
"Give me some noodles" jisung gulped down,sitting on the counter nearby while his eyes still stared at minho who was smiling at younger's reaction.
"I'm done now"
"Let's go"
They took the last turn on the corner of the street,the leaves crumbled under their boots,their hands brushed against each other,their body engulfed each other in a hug
"There's out seat" minho held onto jisung's hand,while carefree jisung followed minho's footsteps
"Look at screen,why're you watching me"
"I like this face more than that movie"
"That's not why i bought us tickets minho" jisung slapped minho's arms,while turning all red
Resting his head onto minho's he sat there,eyes fixed on the movie
Minho bent his head aswell,his cheeks placed on jisung's hairs that he ruffled slowly from his hands
Minho
Good things happen to us when we least expect them,something I never expected was finding happiness in a person
Now that I looked down at jisung who was laying down on my shoulders,how he snuggled in my neck the only thing i could feel was love and happiness
My sungie
I just hoped for him to not rely on me forever
At this moment I felt peace,calm but a feeling of uncomfort raised in my chest,I would be lying if I said i never felt this before....since I got diagnosed
I've always had these feeling,someday it would be less while other day it would be unbearable
But even in pain,I felt a relief when i saw the boy
How pretty
This path of love was never perfect,we both knew it but we didn't let that painful truth ruin the glory of the comforting present
Sometimes it's alright to take risks....I guess
The feeling on my chest raised but i tried to ignore it,I tried to not ruin this moment,i tried...
I've to keep it in until this movie is over
I could feel my hands shaking,no matter how much i tried my body was giving up
"Minho?" Jisung looked up,scared
My vision was blurry,tears forming in corner of my eyes
"Oh my god,you're not fine"
His soft hands cupped me,while my eyes were closing slowly
"No no no,don't close your eyes minho,please" he cried out
The smile from seconds ago faded away,covered with concern,his cold hands on warm face felt comforting somehow,his eyes screaming in pain,his heart shattered in million pieces as he looked down at me
This was the moment I feared the most
The dream of "us" falling apart
The end was near
Everything is over now
Nearly...
This made my heart ache more,the thought of us not being together ever again..the thought of not holding his hands ever again.
I felt him carrying me up,I never saw him this strong...the thought made me chuckle a little
"Doctor" he called out,his voice was faded in my head
"I love you sungie..I'm sorry" I managed to say
"I'd trade my life in every universe if I've to save yours in just this one" those were the last words I heard from him before passing out
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Jisung sat there,lifeless, staring at the blank wall in front of him
"Where's our son" he heard a distant voice
"We didn't knew this would happen so suddenly,we'll need to do surgery right away or he won't be able to..." the doctor looked down,unable to say anything looking at his father's condition
"Then how do we arrange a donor?" His father asked
"We're asking it in nearby hospitals,but there's a possible that we might not find someone...I'm sorry"
"Please save my son" his father fell on the ground,sobbing uncontrollably
"I'll do it" They heard a boy,young voice
All of them turned their head towards the voice
"You're jisung...right?" His father pointed out in trembling voice
"What? Are you sure about it?" His mother spoke out
"I'm sure" jisung said,wearing no expression on his face but his eyes were swollen,red.
he told doctor to lead him to the operation theatre
Laying down he closed his eyes,memories of him and the boy passing in front of his eyes
"I kept a letter in minho's room,please tell him to read it" jisung looked at minho's parents,who thanked him again
The doctors came in so they had to make their way out of there
"I told you I'll save you" the boy mumbled
(Flashback)
"Is there anything to save him"
"Surgery" the doctor replied "a heart transplant"
"Then why are you not doing it" jisung lashed out
"I'll give you all the money you need"
"It's hard to find a donor but we will try till the end"
"And what happens if you don't find any?"
"Then I'm afraid we won't be able to save him"
"I've a favor to ask you doctor" jisung looked up with glossy eyes
"If you don't find anyone,donate mine to him
Without any questions and debates"
(End of flashback)
"Are you sure about this?" The doctor asked while his hands were near jisung,read to inject him
"I'm sure"
Jisung,for the last time thought about minho,their memories together,the time they spent together
His lips,his eyes,how beautiful his face is sculpted
A smiled formed on the corner of his lips that slowly faded away
So this is really the end...
Tears formed in his eyes,soon everything fading away as he passed in deep sleep...
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